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2009-07-12T17:10:00.001+08:00

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Adilah♥♥

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2009-07-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

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Selling: 2 Threadless

2009-07-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

"Inside You"

http://www.threadless.com/product/783/Inside_You

Condition: 8.5/10 (slight furring at the side)
Size: Girly M (fits UK10)
Colour: Red
Price: $10(inclusive normal postage)

"Funkalicious"

http://www.threadless.com/product/576/Funkalicious

Condition: 8.5/10 (slight furring at the side)
Size: Girly M (fits UK10)
Colour: Navy
Price: $10(inclusive normal postage)

Leave a comment if you are interested or kindly drop an email at adilah9@yahoo.com

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Adilah♥♥

* Items are preloved.
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* No deadbuyers/trades.
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SELLING: Microsoft Office for Mac 2008, Home Student Edition

2009-05-02T01:49:00.003+08:00

Microsoft Office for Mac 2008, Home & Student Edition
SOLD

Including inside are 3 licenses, but one is already used up.
Bought it at retail price at SGD$269.00
Selling away only 1 license @ $269.00 / 3 = SGD$89.67
Price slightly negotiable.
Extra $1 off for fast transaction.

If you are interested or kindly drop an email at adilah9@yahoo.com
OR click the image above to drop a comment.

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Adilah ♥♥

Selling: Threadless + Microsoft Office for Mac 2008, Home & Student Edition

2009-04-04T02:26:00.003+08:00

~~Gingerbread Nightmares~~
SOLD

BRAND NEW.
Guy (Size: M)
Selling: $18.70 (inclusive normal postage)
Just received in the mail. Apparently it's too big.

Microsoft Office for Mac 2008, Home & Student Edition
AVAILABLE

Including inside are 3 licenses, but one is already used up.
Bought it at retail price at SGD$269.00
Selling away only 1 license @ $269.00 / 3 = SGD$89.67
Price negotiable.

If you are interested or kindly drop an email at adilah9@yahoo.com

Adilah ♥♥

What is left?

2009-03-19T03:35:00.003+08:00

Here are the remaining apparels that we have in stock!

Betty Dress
Blair Violet Chiffon Dress (Purple)
Carrie Heart Blouse
Laurel Satin Maxi Dress (Red+Blue)

Betty Dress Status: Available
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW: $20

Blair Violet Chiffon Dress (Purple)
Status: Available
~~usual price: $24~~ NOW: $20

Carrie Heart Blouse
Status: Available
~~usual price: $25~~ NOW: $20

Laurel satin maxi dress (red + blue)
status: available
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW:$20

ALL AT JUST $20 (PART II)

2009-02-12T17:47:00.011+08:00

WARNING! HEAVY LOAD OF IMAGES!

Important! Please read!

All apparel are brand new & free sized unless stated.
Prices are not negotiable & inclusive postage.
Strictly no trades.
Accessories worn are not for sale.
Do not comment if you have no intention of purchasing and ask 63546374 questions, do not waste our time.
Dead buyers will be blacklisted.

♥ Adilah
adilah9@yahoo.com

Eyelet Summer Dress (Blue) Status: Available
~~usual price: $28~~ NOW: $20

Oriental Blouse (Red) Status: Available
~~usual price: $27~~ NOW: $20

Krystle Chiffon Luxe Dress Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $32~~ NOW: $20

Betty Dress Status: Available
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW: $20

Blair Violet Chiffon Dress (Purple) Status: Available
~~usual price: $24~~ NOW: $20

Blair Violet Chiffon Dress (Blue) Status: Available
~~usual price: $24~~ NOW: $20

Phinn Patchwork Greecian Top Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW: $20

Luna Greecian Toga Dress (Black) Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW: $20

Luna Greecian Toga Dress (Blue) Status: Available
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW: $20

Carrie Heart Blouse Status: Available
~~usual price: $25~~ NOW: $20

Ava Long Hoodie (Grey) Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $23~~ NOW: $20

Ava Long Hoodie (Black) Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $23~~ NOW: $20

Fyona Floral Luxe Top (Olive Green) Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $24~~ NOW: $20

Esme Floral Blouse Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW: $20

Callie Eyelet Luxe Dress Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $23~~ NOW: $20

Alycia Paisley V-Neck Dress Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $25~~ NOW: $20
(*inner tube not included)

Trissha Floral Luxe Dress Status: SOLD
~~usual price: $25~~ NOW: $20

1 piece!

2009-02-06T18:33:00.006+08:00

SELLING BNWT F21 SKINNY CARGO PANTS
Status: SOLD

COLOR: BLACK
SIZE : M ( should be able to fit UK12-14)
PRICE: $26

DESCRIPTION:
A casual cargo-style skinny pant featuring large flap pockets, hidden side inset pockets, and tacked back pockets.
Details include belt loops and a zipper fly with a single button closure.
97% cotton, 3% elastane; Machine wash cold inside out.
Imported.

Just received in mail today and to my disappointment, I ordered the wrong size! I'm an XS.

Prices are not negotiable & not inclusive postage.
Strictly no trades.
Do not comment if you have no intention of purchasing.

**Do email me at adilah9@yahoo.com

All at just $20

2009-02-05T02:42:00.007+08:00

FURTHER DISCOUNTS!
SELLING AT ONLY $20 FOR ITEMS HERE!
BRAND NEW!

READ BEFORE COMMENTING;
001. All apparel are brand new & free sized unless stated.
002. Prices are not negotiable & inclusive postage.
003. Strictly no trades.
004. Accessories worn are not for sale.
005. All comments are screened to protect the privacy of our buyers.
006. Do not comment if you have no intention of purchasing and ask 63546374 questions, do not waste our time.
007. Dead buyers will be blacklisted.

Coryn crochet top (black) status: SOLD
~~usual price: $24~~ NOW:$20

Coryn crochet top (navy blue) status: SOLD
~~usual price: $24~~ NOW:$20

Adella satin greecian top status: SOLD
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW:$20

Ariel greecian vines top status: SOLD
~~usual price: $25~~ NOW:$20

Laurel satin maxi dress (gold) status: SOLD
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW:$20

Laurel satin maxi dress (violet + blue) status: SOLD
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW:$20

Laurel satin maxi dress (red + blue) status: available
~~usual price: $26~~ NOW:$20

2008-03-20T17:11:00.005+08:00

ATTENTION READERS!

My 2nd blog has longed been officially open and updated!
Do link the 2nd blog up CLICK HERE.
Otherwise, here's the link, http://getmesomething.livejournal.com

How to comment or tag me on Livejournal?
*I've lifted the anonymous ban so kindly flood my comments okay?
1) Click LEAVE A COMMENT on the bottom of each entries.

2) Click anonymous for those without an LJ account.
3) Type your comment in the comment box.
DO NOT FORGET TO LEAVE YOUR NAME AT THE BOTTOM OF THE COMMENT.

2008-03-04T21:46:00.005+08:00

Hello lovelies,
Here's to keep you updated.
I MIGHT be shifting to LJ instead.
I've got it all set up.
So currently I have 3 journals.
2 public and 1 private.
So.. please link me up on my LJ blog.

Since I'll be updating there more often than here.
This blog will be temporarily on Hiatus till I decide to close it down.
So don't be shy..
Just click the link below and it'll teleport you to my new blog.

http://getmesomething.livejournal.com/

P.S: Don't forget to link it up. (:

P.P.S: Tag my tagboard once you've linked it up. (just so I know)

2008-03-02T18:20:00.004+08:00

I apologise for not being able to update so often anymore.
But I hope it doesn't stop you bunch of lovely people to keep tagging my tagboard.

Tag replies:
Janice(Phantos): Hey Babe! Sorry forgot to add your name to the list. But I DEFINITELY wanna hang out with you real soon! Love ya babe!

Emmz: Haha.. It's okay. The math paper was horrible! :(

Matus: I love you and miss you and you rock my life! ♥

Kelly: Kelly Welly! I miss you! Can't wait to meet you real soon!

Est: I MISS YOU TRUCKLOADS BESTIE! Can't wait to see you and the others on Thur!! (:

ILoveYouAlways.♥

2008-02-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

Math paper was a nightmare.
Total flop.
I hope they do some moderation :(
No sales. Where are the customers?
Rude man who suddenly appeared out of no where made me pissed with your harsh tone.

Frustrated. Agitated. Restless. Cranky.

I would've cried on my own if you weren't there for me.

Close friends to something more.
You made me smile today. (:
You entertained my stupidity.
You were there to see my emotions in action.
You pamper me with your love.
I feel like a princess.
I never fail to stop loving you more each day.

♥

________________________________________________________________

Tag replies

TO AhYi: OMG! I'm so sorry to missed out your name. Let's meet up man. Your "Ahyi facts and craps" are missed! (:

________________________________________________________________

Who I'm thinking of this moment:
Sharilyn!

I miss her.
I hope we would meet up real soon.
:(

I miss bestie too.
Things have been different with Secondary school clique.
Where have those funfilled days gone to?
I wish we could turn back time.
If only I hadn't neglect them.
Guilty.

I miss them all.

2008-02-21T16:38:00.006+08:00

I saw a swarm of God-Knows-What insects outside my study room window.
Good gracious what the hell was that!
It looked super disgusting and gross.
Mommy said they're moving house (just without the furnitures. blah)
That's just nature (:

Once I get my life back, I'm planning to edit my blog.
Now, I'm starting to think if I should move to LJ.
Hmm...
Oh and I wanna have a make-OVER & learn photography!
Photography is common -I know
But it feels so good to see CLEAR and unique photos.
Camera please. (:
Bring me the money first (:

I miss my curly wurly long hair.
Why oh why do I have itchy fingers and chopped it off.
:(

Now, Clubmarc, Risis or 5 Star hotel restaurant? Hmm..

Let's get this exam over and done with PRONTO!
Best of luck TP-muggers!

___________________________________________________________________

Tag replies:
to Dolly: Haha.. yeah! since your name's in it, you gotta tell me a date when you're free so we can go out! all the best for your papers babe! ♥ HUGSSS!

to Adilah(malay): Make a date to go out together! What happen to our roller-blading plan? hahaha.. I miss you babe! ♥

2008-02-21T00:58:00.009+08:00

Exams are plain torture.
I think it has simply ruin my social life.
Oh.. I feel SO suffocated with just endless mugging.
(Not that I can score A/Z with the endless mugging.)

I think what I study just goes in my right ear and out my left.
I promise I will restore my life back once the exams are over.

Meaning, I will:

1) Hang out/Party
2) Work
3) Hang out/Party
4) Work
5) Hang out/Party
6) Work

*I think you have a rough idea*

Anyway, I ~~think~~ MUST catch up with my friends.
Which simply means calling them and booking/making appointments with them before other plans.
I DEFINITELY need to catch up with them.
I'm so lagging behind with what's happening around me.

The list of names I need to meet after exams:
(So if you see your name here, you're wanted urgently by me, text me ASAP!)

-Est
-Jannah.J
-M.Chern
-Colin
-Jez
-Sharilyn
-Baolin
-Shinyi
-Siuwen
-Zhan peng
-Joshy
-Weijun
-Sam
-Chun An
-Nd
-Halimatus
-Huda
-Adilah (malay)
-Afi
-Jasmine
-Yanjun
-Farah.K (names below, you babes make me high! I wanna get high with you!)
-Kelly
-Dolyce
-Jia ling
-Yanti
-AhYi
-Emmz

//these are the names I can think of for now (: have I left out anybody? tag me your name if you wanna go out with me! hee.. ((:

&& not forgotten, hamster.

you're wanted*!
(* emergency)
I feel so sad that after v.day all our outings have to do with mugging.
Boo.

~~I miss him~~ ~~everyday.~~
♥

2008-02-19T23:49:00.006+08:00

~~It's complicated.~~

Surprise me.
My world revolves around you.

Watched P.S I love you with Sissy.
Draggy. Better read than watch (:

I love sappy romance shows. (:

♥

2008-02-18T22:44:00.010+08:00

Study time!
I swear I'm the most tiredess person on earth for not sleep since last night till now.Honestly, I think I might start throwing tantrums and just get bloody hell cranky.I wanna sleep but thanks to the IDIOTIC exams, I have to put in extra effort including sacrificing my sleeping time.GOD BLESS ME.___________________________________________________________
Met up with the usual bunch to study.
I studied moderately, not much, just average.
Well this entry will be such a bore if I were to elaborate on studies.
So...
PEEKTURES!

Eric & KC mugging

The 2 needs when mugging

I promise to love you always. Hamster ♥

2008-02-18T02:10:00.001+08:00

I need Hamster now but he's already asleep.
:(
I miss you Dear.

2008-02-16T23:08:00.007+08:00

OTC refresh

It feels good just seeing everyone again.
They get me so hype up that I can scream till I get sore throat.
((:
Everyone was split up.
Merging with different empires.
We're SQUASH! (That's my group name)
The good thing bout mixing with different empires is getting to know more friends and socializing.

&& first time I heard Hakim talk malay.
& it was SO FLUENT! that I was in awe. Haha.

Still, I simply LOVE x 1,000,000 PHANTOS!
Oh yes, they're like the best empire that can simply make me go crazy.
We had lunch at KFC at 12- Just the few of us.
We had dinner at the usual CPF building- Still just the few of us.
Well even though we are just a handful or even though Phantos is a small empire, we still powerful and united (:
I can't wait for FO.
7 to 12march just for FO and unable to work.
I don't care. Cos FO's gonna be more fun than work and I love it! (:

Jazil, Eric, Jin Kiat were there too.
So cute that they went swimming.

Extremely happy to see you even though I see you practically everyday.
Oh yes, I JUMPED when I saw you. Hee.
Since I'm hyped up, I'm more than happy to be with you (:
I love my Hamster (:

Let's go fly kite!

2008-02-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

PEEKTURES!

12 Feb: Gelare with Hamster

13 Feb: Work

15 Feb: Last Day of School

2008-02-14T22:56:00.003+08:00

Feb 14 marks the day.
That special day that I wish it didn't have to end.
Just like a fairytale, it came true.
We took a step forward from what we were before.

From watching Jumper at vivo to banquet for dinner to just being with you at that breezy gallery with couples all around Singapore.
It was a common place but it didn't matter (:
"open it at home" was what you said after handing me a small gift box.
What was in there was beautiful.
I'll wear it always (:

I ask for nothing more than just your love, care and being there for me.

P.S I love you Hamster (:

Wishing Happy Valentine's to everyone. (:

Would we be more than friends?
Yet little did I know before,
we would be something more.

In black and white I read the screen, all your lines and in-between.
Then your message on the phone, I save to hear when I'm all alone.
And Now I know just what to say, this doesn't happen everyday.

2008-02-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday-ness
IKEA with JX, Jazil and Eric was interesting.
Night study with them was fun (:

Today
Gelare was supposedly my treat.
My feather duster couldn't be found. :(

Working tomorrow :)

Hamster made my day (:

IKEA!

2008-02-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

IKEA makes me high (:
Went IKEA last 2 days.
Went IKEA today.
Oh the tons and tons of furniture makes me so high!
If only I could own the paintings there.
I saw this vintage mod painting. So cool (:

Since I'm refurnishing my studyroom, I went to check IKEA online for the catalogue.
So I came across this IKEA software and see what I came up with (:

The picture below is a 3D view of my study room.
The view does look empty but in actual fact, my room is filled with junk.
My studyroom is freakingly messy.
Especially when you have to share a studyroom with 2 sisters.
Well it's cool though (:
It reminds me of autocad! Eeee...

The chair below looks so unique!
And the price is well "unique" too ;)

Red and white candles.
A dozen red roses or rose petals floating in a glass of water for decorations.
Red wines to go with the atmosphere.
Cute adorable teddy bears.
A candle-light dinner

Everyone's busy getting ready and making orders for Valentine's Day.
Should I feel awkward?
Cos I think I am :S
I dont mind my friends asking me bout my opinions to what to get for their partners.
So what's this uneasy tense feeling when a guy who used to like me asked me if I've got a date for that day and starts asking how many guys have asked me out for that day?
I feel pressurized.

2008-02-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you've come along.

'Cause you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.

Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "Hey, I Love You"
Never again to be all alone.

'Cause you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.

You light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.

It can't be wrong
When it feels so right
'Cause you
You light up my life

2008-02-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Work was slow on the 3rd day of CNY.
As much as you expect that no customer would come by, guess again.
The total sales made today was actual not bad. (:

I drew those (:

I got red packet from lady boss (:
& a dinner treat from man boss (:
That was my CNY special at work.

However, there were 2 ang mohs that simply made me frustrated.
Hmph.

Well, did closing alone.
Was super scared when locking the office cos it was pitch black.
I actually had to use my hp as flash light :(
And the office wasn't any ordinary office, it was near the attic stair. (I'm working in a shophouse FYI)
So yeah, I was fumbling with the keys cos I was scared something would just pop up out of no where.
And the exit was like 100metres away.

This is actually painted on the office's wall.
It's called a mural.
It's cool eh?

I had yoghurt for supper. (:
Can you tell? x)

Was blog hopping till I landed on Joan's blog.
Saw one of her post and BANG! it brought back horrible memories.
Not that it was horrible, just that the pictures reminded of the stupid past.
The place where Kenny brought her was the place where Hisham brought me.
Yes, that beautiful scenery especially when the restaurant light up only at night.
Where we actually waited opposite, sitting at the edge, dangling our legs till 1am to see what time the restaurant close.
And yes, it closes around that time.
Well the past IS the past, I don't feel any sadness.
I'm proud to say I've fully recovered and toughen up at heart (:

Should I babysit Lil Sis and her 3 friends for 10bucks tomorrow? :P
Hamster won't be there to accompany me thou =\

2008-02-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAJAR BTE TAIB!

Just finished watching The Notebook n DVD.
It's sweet and sad, excluding the sex scenes, I think it's nice (:
No Hamster, I didn't cry this time (:

Just realised that I'm working this Sat and Sun.
Golly. It'll be tiring.
Well at least there's a few things to look forward to, for next week.

Gelare on Tuesday
Jumper on Thursday
Exciting.
((:

Valentines' coming. =\

I kept my promise. (:

2008-02-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

Just 1 miserable lesson to attend and I was late.
So I spent 40mins in Math tutorial and school ended.
However, we (JX, me, Jazil, Afis & Bob) headed to TM to chill at Starbucks while they(KC, Jin Kiat & Eric) went to town to do last minute CNY shopping.

Apparently, I wanted to walk around and almost forgot to get lil sis' pressie. x)
Dragged JX along.
Had LJ for lunch.
His treat. (A sub for my satays)
Headed everywhere to find the perfect pressie for lil' sis but to no avail.
We even went to BHG (desperate times call for desperate measures)
Tested some perfume and I think the Gucci perfume smelled nice.
Although, I still prefer my Paris Hilton perfume (:

He smells nicer than the perfume which he claims he's using.

There were no Roxy perfume to buy for lil sis.
Saw the Guess wallet that I wanted to buy for Da jie. =)

Went to toy's department.
He got involved with a small boy who taught him how to play with a pop up toy :P
I think it was cute (:

Daddy fetched later.
& headed to ikea (:
that will continue another day (:

2008-02-06T07:12:00.000+08:00

PICTUREESSS!

Hamster and tiny friend

Hamster, tiny friend and cheese

Yeah so that was what I did when I wasn't able to study for a test.

Matus & me (:

2008-02-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

POKKA ends here. Drawings on fingers.
Drew hamster and tiny friend and tiny cheese.
I'm stress, that's what sissy and hamster proclaims.
I just feel like playing when I know I shouldn't.
2 tests tomorrow and not a single knowledge gained. Boo.
I'm in the holiday mood when exams haven't even start.
I wanna shop!

2008-02-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

Job 2 was a disaster.
Hard labour. Boo.
JL don't even allow me to carry boxes nor step near outport but this job?
Cartons and cartons transporting.
Each box weighing at least 5kg.
OMG. plain torture can?
I still think Bianca's better.
Thank God tomorrow's the last day of that job.
(It's a short term job)

Hamster's smses kept me company throughout the horrible 8hour job.
Hamster got me hyped up early morning (:

Hamster's like my superhero x)

2008-02-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

BIANCA!
okay work started off bad.
There were customers but none bought anything. :(
Then suddenly there was this period when no customers at all. eek.
Then between 5 to 6pm onwards, tons of people start coming and buying things.
Worked OT since the bosses and their partners went to have fun on the streets.
Hahaa.. So cute.
Well Hamster was there via sms (:
Good sales overall. (:

I know of a high class hamster who eats cheese pizza. Hahaa..

2008-01-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

I would do anything to get my life back.

To think I've just started focusing and really mugging for the exams, yet I'm starting to complain already.
I complain more than I focus. -_-"

& I did some reflection.
I realised I hadn't been fair to God. :(
I miss the good ol' me.

Another thing is, I'm been busy running for place to place.
Attending events and actually trying to keep track of the events that I'm suppose to attend.
I'm going bonkers with appointments, events, maintaing social life and catching up with school.

I pray for my health and safety to survive this madness and ending this semester successfully with a wide smile knowing that I can happily enjoy my holiday.

List of events that I sadly have to turn down:
1. Phantos Chalet
2. Jac's Chalet
3. D&D
4. Bianca on Saturday
5. BZE movie marathon

I am extremely sorry and regret turning these funfilled events down. :(

2008-01-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling down today.
Boo. Don't feel like blogging.
I wish you're here to make me feel better. :(

Sigh. & suddenly you came online.

1st time chatting and boy did you give me some bad impressions of yourself.
are you like all the other guys who have the same name as you?
no, I wont mention your name.
But serious, bad impression Mr.
and from a small I-Thought-Hilarious conversation, it turned out to be another typical sarcastic conversation.

Honestly, do all guys think I'm emotionally tough?
HELLO.. Just like any other girls, I'm sensitive inside.
SO CAN YOU GUYS STOP HURTING ME WITH YOUR BLOODY SARCASM.
Cos if God gave me strength, I would gladly, most honorable PUNCH YOUR DARN FACE!

AT LEAST WATCH WHAT YOU SAY!
I'M GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF THE WAY YOU GUYS TREAT ME.
IT'S AS THOUGH YOU GUYS FORGOT WHAT GENDER I AM.
FEMALE HELLOOOOOO!!
URGH!!!

2008-01-27T02:39:00.000+08:00

I saw really cool guy polo tees.
And i think it's really really nice.
It like so smart looking.
(I have this weakness for guys with style and escpecially smart attire. *melts* )

Too bad I'm single otherwise I would definitely pamper my boyfriend by getting him one.
*yeah I have this habit of getting the best for my boyfriend just to make him look good (:*

2008-01-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

Let's just adore the picture, shall we? (:

He looks cool with chicken drumlet. ;)

When economics project done last minute.

When work becomes a bore.

& when I just got nothing to do.

I wish this was my wardrobe.
Though no worries, it's my 3rd home. My work.

You're love. ♥

2008-01-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Work was fun and exciting and scary.
Open shop on my own at 1pm. ALONE.
Did float, housekeeping, stocking, camwhoring.
(I took pictures since the shop was all to myself however, I regret not taking more. :( Oh wells, there's next week to camwhore.)

Waited till 2pm to OFFICIALLY open shop to customers.
Boss wasn't around. So yeah I was miserably lonely.
But had companion from JX's msges for a mere few minutes before he knocked off. -_-"
(Though he woke up afterwards and accompanied me till I knocked off before he did)
I was exhausted and I had gastric in the evening for skipping my lunch and dinner.
That guy sleeps more than a girl man. Horrendous.

Anyway, customers came in and out.
It was good business.
Made a total profit of $200+. (:
And when I said good business I don't mean the profits earned, I mean I had to actually work OT to entertain customers.
I can't possibly chase them out the shop right?
So yeah I ended work at 10.30pm, which was my 1st time doing OT. OMG.
By the time I came home, I had my supper.
Tummy was being fussy so food was wasted. Boo.

BZE booth duty for JAE's tomorrow. rawr.

2008-01-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

ohgosh.
I just finished with my public speaking presentation 2 days ago.
That's one down and truckloads more to go.
Comprog quizzeS are OVER.
Finally project dateline is next week.
Systcpt, Public speaking, Math2 quizzes are up next week.
Will be helping out for BZE booth for the JAE on Saturday (:
See you there freshies!

Enough said about school.

Happy birthday Nur Bte Taib!
Sorry your birthday turned out as a disappointment.
Things just didn't turn out right.
Maybe it'll be a better celebration this weekend.
Look forward to it (:

Just cancelled some serious appointment for this day.
Which sadly turned out to be an ordinary day.
Boo.

Been sick for the past few days.
Honestly I dunno what's wrong with my immune system.
I think it's slightly hay-wired.
My tummy's all churned up.
Feeling sick in the tummy eversince I ate at Sugarloaf. :(

Thank you JX for getting me the panadols and mineral water and your continuos sms to ask me to take care & to remind me that you're always there when I need you.

Thank you Huda & Halimatus for your lovely concern. You even went to check up on me when I went out of class for so long.

Even Zaniel said TC rather than that SOMEONE who simply said "Adilah, dying already issit?"

Apparently! I can't be bothered to entertain people like this eventhough you're my close friend.
If God had given me strength then, I would've punch your mouth.
Or stuffed your mouth with chilli padi.

I dreamt bout him again.I see his face 24/7.This is serious addiction that just gotta stop.Don't be my knight in shining armour cos I don't wanna fall for you.& I definitely bet you don't want either.You're my dear friend and I'm proud to be your friend. (:

2008-01-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR I can just faint right this instant.
Seriously, are the lecturers preparing to kill us with the overload of projects and the unresonable datelines?
Is it just TP that's horrifyingly stressful or does it apply to the other polys too?
Honestly, I just think it TP.
Other polys are close to holidays and we're still WEEKS away from our holiday.

I just realise I have a list of things due between THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEK.
1. Comprog Quiz + lab test Topic 1-18 (THIS Monday, Tuesday)
2. Public speaking presentation (THIS Tuesday).
3. Comprog dateline (NEXT Monday) *THIS IS LIKE EXTREMELY HARD*
4. Emath2 Quiz (NEXT Friday)

2008-01-19T13:40:00.000+08:00

So someone new added me on msn.
Apparently i didn't seem to show interest in our conversation.
Well it has nothing to do bout relationship.
It's just a get-to-know as friend kinda conversation, still i guess i'm not in the mood or just not interested.
Eventhough you wont know a person's tone via msn, i think you have a rough idea.

W-O-R-K.
Just those 4 letters can drive me nuts, insane.
The number of customers was a lot yesterday but we only sold 2 shoes.
Gosh it was bad.
Well it wasn't just my shop. The shop below us also had poor sales.
Maybe everyone went for Jay Chou concert? *shrugs*
But aside from that, what's driving me up the roof is the fact that this week and the following week I'm working once a week instead or 2-3 times a week.
This is seriously bad. :(

-Feeling dull thanks to comprog and work :(-

2008-01-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

@#$%!!
System concept project, Pecon project due tomorrow.
Stomach cramps and crazy doctor assumptions.
Mood swings.
Can things get worse?

2008-01-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

JANNAH JOHARI
The babe I will never forget.
Almost 8 years of friendship.
From Primary school to Secondary School to Tertiary.
In fact, if we ended up in the same polytechnic, we would seem inseparable.
Back in Primary school, I was the bully to her.
We weren't so close even though we were classmates in P4 and M.T classmates P5 onwards.
However, there was a twist to the friendship when we ended up in the same secondary school as classmates again.
We grew close until sec3 when we got into different classes.
And there came tertiary when we got into different polytechnic.
Which marks us being 100% separated.
But despite the distance, not seeing each and hardly talk or chatting online, I wont forget her.
She made my years of education fun! (:
Going through hurdles together.
Yeah we rock together with our loud and noisyness when we're teamed up.
In fact, i miss those day when we would have our movie marathon at her house.
Baking fries and nuggets.
2 years down the road will be a decade worth of friendship.
That's extremely long.
We made a pact- to meet on the decade of our friendship when we're 20 years old.
We'll look back and laugh at our crazy stupidity primary and secondary life. ((:
2 years from now to a decade will be worth the wait for a valuable friend.
Now this is what you call Friends Forever. ;)

2008-01-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Got back from Beauty World Musical at the Esplanade Theatre.
A BIG thank you to Sissy for bringing me along.
The musical was FANTASTIC!
The songs were great and the whole musical was hilarious.
I like when they sing and dance.
The glitz and glamour is just great!
This musical is totally worth.
I guess after watching this musical, I'll be looking forward to other musicals.
It'll be worth every penny. ;)
Pictures with the cast (:

*more pictures here.
-Cha-Cha-Cha-

2008-01-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

I've been really really really busy the past few days.
In fact, I didn't have time to update my blog.
I'm sorry, my loyal readers.

Anyway, what I've been up too..
Well, one thing for certain is that I've been sleeping.
I'm recharging my energy.
I get so tired these days, it seems impossible to come to school on time.
Worse, I've been coming to lesson, CONSISTANTLY late.
*Guilty*
Also, recently, TP open house has just ended.
I was occupied for the 1st and 2nd day of the event to help out with SU booth(collection of tees).
It was FUN! ((:
Oh and the funniest thing was, I saw an ITE guy that looked like Hisham. HAHAHA!
EXACT resemblance. AND he's a mix.

Aside from that, I just came back from helping Chiclipstik stall at the Lime Flea Market.
I got myself a bunch of stuff 2 hours before the whole event ended.
Got myself an owl necklace, Boyfriend Tee, Vest, Shorts. Spent a total of $27.50. (:

And business at work seems to get better HOWEVER, mistakes (human error) is starting.
Which is definitely bad.
I feel yet another sense of guilt.
*sigh

Well, what's coming up is a fashion blog.
Yes, I'll be the creator, the editor, the publisher.
It'll be done by me.
The official Fashion Blog will prolly open in Mid Feb.
Will update you readers soon ;)

2008-01-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

check this out here (:

*for babes only.

2008-01-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

I am horribly TIRED!
skipped math and PS lect.
So after finishing Qmethod proj, rushed to aunt's house to meet sissy.
Slacked there till 7pm then headed to Tamp swimming complex.
Was super excited la!
It's been AGES since I last swam.
I did my laps. 30 laps in 1 hour.
I think it's quite bad la. :(

Unknowingly had System concept quiz today at lect.
Oh it's bad bad bad..
WTH is a Roller Coaster Change Model?!
Honestly, I have been skipping System concept for the past 1 month?
Even if I attended, I'll be listening to my iPod la.
It's a snooze class. Plain boring. Boo..
Anyway, I wasn't able to answer the 1st que which cost me 5marks.
And I was unsure about the 2nd que. (there's 2 que only)
This quiz is worth 10%.
That's a lot.
And I just screwed it. Urghh.

Gotta go CP tomorrow to get my stuff before Wed.
Urgh. Rushy rushy.
Every Monday's swimming day!
Every Tue, Thur, Sat is floorball day!
Every Wed, Fri and Sun is $$ day!

Okay TATA!

P.S: I've been coughing 24/7 for the past 3-4 days.
I think there's something with my throat or lungs.
No, I dont SMOKE.
SMOKERS ARE FAGGOTS WHO JUST WANNA KILL THEMSELVES.
Could it be asthma? *shrugs*
My cough's pretty bad.
It makes my throat itch.
I hate it. :(

2008-01-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

projects are making me sick.
sick as in flu, cough, sore throat and headache- a special package.
datelines to meet, group member to chase.
urgh.

was doing some online shopping and i came across this and i think it's super cool and unique! ((:
if only i could wear it without giving people an impression that i'm weird or something.
it's stylish.
I want!
Guess how much it costs ;)

well, swimming tomorrow after school with Sissy!
hurray! ((:
been a while since i did my laps.

&& i seriously hope not to be late this coming week. :(

busy lil' bee

2008-01-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Been rather busy lately.
Datelines are near and projects are half-way done.
This is bad bad bad..
I've been superly frazzled for the past few days.
Having a hard time waking up early.
My lateness gonna reflect bad on this term's attendance.
Bummer. :(
Can someone buy me 100 alarm clocks or drive me to school?
Seriously, cab fares are effingly unreasonable.
Considering everyday's a start with either lab or tutorial, I'm unable to skip those lessons.
And a trip to school (peak hours) is $14 when usual price(before increment) was $10max.
Holly crap. Do they think I grow money on trees?
Urghhh!

Went to meet Weijun at Bugis yesterday since he's accompanying me to his school.
First IVP match started yesterday at 6pm.
NP vs TP wolves
1-5
Watched the match with Syahmi, Weijun and Siuwen. (:
I was super high during the match.
Hahaaa..
Was super glad to see SW, WJ & Syahmi again ((:
TP wolves won! KEEP IT UP! (:
Headed home with Syahmi and Weijun.
We were lethargic and with the long bus rides was simply urgghhh..
Now I know how far is NP.
As Syahmi and I agreed, "it's horrendous to make a trip to NP."
It's effingly faaarr...
Well the following matches will be there, so more horrendous trips to NP to just watch the match.
Next match: 8/1 (:

Back to my project.
Toodles =)

Korean Dramas

2008-01-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

I spend 70% of my day watching korean dramas.
It's super addicitive.
Just finish season 1 of witch yoo hee. *beams*
Currently watching Coffee Prince and Winter Sonata. =)

Coffee Prince

(From Left to Right - Lee Seon Gyeon, Chae Jung Ahn, Yoon Eun Hye, Gong Yoo)

Yoon Eun Hye reminds me of Janice(wolves). x)

Coffee prince is seriously funny!

& I've uploaded some pictures to Phantos Flickr. ;)

Hot fudge sundae!

2008-01-01T02:54:00.000+08:00

it was nice of him to accompany me till 3am.
it's late and i don't blame him for getting sleepy.
hahaa..

THANK you Mr Ice-cream for the companion and cheering me up. Appreciate it. ;)

2007-12-31T19:30:00.000+08:00

Half day for school.
Get back Qmethod(stats) results.
BIG disappointment.
I slacked, my results deteriorate.
Boo.. =(

Was contemplating to go for Phantos outing since suddenly no mood. =(
Honestly, I was really looking-forward for empire outing.
Despite the no-mood, I still went to Mushroom to meet my wonderful Phantosians.
I love Phantos to crumbles! =D
Talked and hug and discuss while waiting for others to come.
Had difficulty deciding where to eat.
So Glenn suggested we head to TM and think on the way there.
However, we ended up talking and joking with each other rather than think of a plan.
Hahaa..
We could've stick to the "roti-prata plan" but to have half of Phantos which is approx. 20 of us at a coffee shop with the already scorching weather?
Nah..
Sadly, I had to meet my dad at Cityhall by 2pm.
I said and hugged my Phantos goodbye and wished some Happy New Year.
It was sad to part from them.
I really wanted to have fun and they're the source of fun.
Can you imagine seeing half of the already half Phantosians seated, playing the game called Animal at Mushroom while waiting?
Seriously funny!
Phantosian girls and some guys were hyped up to do Phantos cheer.
I love them!

Oh so on the way to the busstop, an old man walked by Kelly and me and started talking to us.
He said something like, "You're lucky your parents still take care of you. I have 2 children blah blah blah.. (More blah blah blah) pins & needles when you have a husband. (More more blah blah blah blah)." and he walked away.
He was super funny!
Kelly and I were tugging and nudging each other. Giving each other questioning looks.
We couldn't help to laugh. And it's "rude" to laugh when an old person's talking.
HAHAHA!

Met sissy at Tamp control station before meeting Dad at Cityhall control station.
Saw Shin on the way to Suntec.
I seriously miss high-pitch Shin babe. :(

We went GAP to get my tee.
Eyed for the Red but sissy wanted it so I didn't want it already.
Wanted the white but Dad disapproved.
Wanted the navy blue but no size S.
I asked the staff to check for stock- no stock.
I asked them to call other outlets- he said no answer and hands me a GAP name card.
I was still persistant on finding the navy blue so I made the calls to other outlets myself.
APPARENTLY, it rang but for a very very long time. AND NONE of the outlets have stock. GRR!
I got seriously upset. Cos what I'm determine to want is what I must have.
And considering I've waited a month for it.
I think I've been too patient already.
Yes I started my tantrums, I gave my sister and dad cold shoulders.
I gave the whole GAP store cold shoulders.
I made a mess at that particular rack only because NONE of the staff was serving me.
I HAD to call a staff to assist me cos I felt guilty to mess it up.
FINALLY when I got really angry, a male staff came to me asking if I needed help.
DUH! I NEED HELP TO GET THE EFFING SIZE THAT ARE IN BETWEEN THE "NEATLY" FOLDED TEES!
But I rejected his offer as I was EFFINGLY pissed.
What kind of customer service that doesn't serve their customers?
Overall I bought the top but not my desired colour.

Thanks Dad for paying (:

Bought my Maybellin powder.
Sissy said it's the brand new one. *shrugs*

&& I'm not allowed to go for Floorball 24hour event that's starting at 10pm tonight just because I gotta go Bedok Reservoir tomorrow to jog with family. WTF?!
My dad said I have to jog 3 laps this time round. WTH?

My dad trained me since young.
At 5years old, I started swimming till I got Gold survival cert with Dad as my lap/time-keeper during my swimming exams.
At 6years old, I started running every Sunday morning at TPJC track with Dad and Sis.
At 7years old, I started cycling every Saturday morning to the nearest park with Dad and sis.
Till now, my dad encourages me to practise my running at ECP.
Thanks Dad ((:

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Mood: pissed

2007-12-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

Didn't sleep the night before.
Was busy watching korean drama online.
It's so addictive!

Anyway, was kinda bad that I didnt sleep cos early this morning, my family, aunt and uncle met at Bedok Reservoir for morning jog.
Well thankfully I wasn't too tired to run.
I jogged on my own continuosly for the 1 lap of Bedok Reservoir which is 4.3km(as aunt told me).
I rested thinking that was the end of my morning jog.
Apparently not.
Aunt and uncle asked me to join them for the 2nd lap.
They plan to run 4 laps.
So I jogged/walk (alternate time) on my 2nd lap.
1st lap + 2nd lap = 8.6km
Believe that?
I can't believe it myself.
It's my first time running 2 laps around the reservoir continuosly.
Surprisingly, I wanted to continue my 3rd round but my parents wanted to go for breakfast instead. -_-"

Candid shot during breakfast.

After breakfast, my family and I headed to Expo for Metro sale.
I didn't buy much.
I bought some Army Special Force PC game. Hahaa..
It's something like CS.
Played till mission 3 but dang it's hell hard.
My character get shot before I finish the mission and I can't save the game half-way.
You have to complete the whole mission (eg. whole mission 3) before you can save game -_-"
Gosh..

This is the PC game cd

There's Mr & Mrs Smith tonight. Gonna catch it. =)
& school starts tomorrow- half day.
Sigh.

Add Ons

*NEW* picture at Waroeng Penyet

Jasmine & I =)

HAHA's Birthday Chocolate cake ((:

Happy Birthday HAHA!

JOBS JOBS.

2007-12-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

Management Assistant

What does it sound to you?

Very professional right?

Very chim right?

Bingo.

Let's divert here a lil'

HOWEVER, would you believe a 16 year old China boy (currently in S'pore) is earning $3k/month?

Well trust me, I'm telling the truth.

I just met one just now and he's a marketing manager.

This ain't his father's company or any family related company.

You'd be thinking he's the chairman's son or sort.

Nope.

He's just like an ordinary you and me kinda person.

He came down from China to study here alone.

He started from scratch, worked for 3months and earning $3k/month.

Believe it ;)

Back to my world
Management Assistant interview was draggy & complicated.
Commission base doesn't seem secure.
And who'd buy cartons of water?
Somehow, I think I was trying to outsmart them myself.
I'm positively sure, they'll think twice on hiring me. HAH.
And what's with the ions in some normal distilled water?
Might as well tell me how the water been processed or those osmosis shit.
The large sum of money that COULD be earn seems tempting BUT honestly I highly doubt the effort's worth.

Maybe it's just from my perspective?

I'm still in doubt with the product but maybe cos' I've yet to try it for myself.
Sadly it seems I can't even trust a product aside from not trusting him.
So people, be honored if I trust you.
It's hard for me to trust anyone or rather much anything these day.

Thanks to tight schedules, it's hard to find a job that can actually meet my schedule.

urgh.

Now I'm left to hope Juzz1 would take my availability in consideration- not yet being posted to which outlet =\

Morning jog with aunts, uncles, family at Bedok reservoir tomorrow (:
Now that's something new and something I'll look forward to. =)

2007-12-29T02:51:00.000+08:00

It's coming!!

Monday madness! ((:
1. SCHOOL half day (or so most says)
2. Phantos outing #1
3. TPwolves floorball match ♥

2007-12-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

Jae Hee is HOT!

He's my dream guy #1

I like the character he act as (Chae Moo Ryong).

He's sweet, loving, caring, handsome and has INITIATIVE! *grins*

Kim Jeong Hoon is CUTE!

oh but i dislike the character he act as (Yoo Joon Ha).

He looks sophisticated! ((:

2007-12-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

Dear Adilah Bte Taib

2. I am pleased to inform you that you have been registered with the Ministry as a relief teacher...

*the rest are P&C.

I'm happy! Got an email from MOE bout my registration for relief teaching. (: but it takes great patience cos i've to wait for schools to call me up.
bummer. :(

CDS

2007-12-28T11:49:00.000+08:00

CDS selection was BAD!
the choices are SO LIMITED!
in fact, none of the subject I want's there!
so too bad here are my selection:

1. Fundamental of management
2. Leadership
3. French
4. Japanese
5. Law

Let's pray I get the 1st or 3rd :(

Editted my friendster pictures. (:
Moving most of the past pictures to private.
Maybe 2008, I'll only have a max. of 10 photos in my friendster (:

What's to come in 2008?
#1: see me more lady-like. hahahaa.. x)

I wanna watch the movie #19 body!
coming out soon! wohoo!

I MISS MY CURLY WURLY LONG HAIR AND MY 2 YEAR OLD BRACES! :(

2007-12-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

"3 tries for a dollar!"

Those words keep ringing in my head.
Hahaa..
Those were the words some seniors were saying when they had the ivp training.
Went to watch the others train for IVP & it was HAHA's Birthday!

Happy 18th HAHA!
Hope you like that weird soapy gift.

I saw a electric blue salming stick! Woo! It's nice.
I want! hahaa. *hinthint*
Shall wait till holidays to work my ass first. =\

Thanks Jasmine for sparing some time to grab something ;)
Sadly she had to leave early for dinner, so I stayed a while longer (till 8.45pm).
It was tiring eventhough i didnt train.
Guess it's cos I woke up early and headed to school for project.
As usual, KC was still asleep when I called him.
So he came while we were eating our lunch at kfc.
& we ended up going to his house to do our project. =p
I was paiseh at first. Prolly cos i was the only girl in the group and people will have weird thinkings.
or maybe it's just my thinking. no my phobia.
Anyways, JX was making funny noises to attract baby Joey to him.
Honestly, it was weird coming from JX hahaa..
oh well, his effort paid-off, baby Joey did crawl to him. x)

I wanna drag daddy to GAP to buy my Tee!
Saturday after training. I hope ((:

2007-12-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

More pictures from Floorball camp (:
Kudos to Ogawa ;)

It was lights-out so it's unglam again.

Before beep test (:

2007-12-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

RAWRRRRRR!!! PROJECTS!!!
They're the worse thing ever especially during holidays!!
5 sets of projects=disaster!

didn't do much during x'mas.
went to visit grandpa at hospital instead.
grandpa's gonna be okay or at least i hope he is.
he looks physically strong but actually ill. :(

was thinking back bout floorball camp and i think the seniors aren't scary after all. ((:
although i have to admit i was scared of them at the beginning.
tpwolves ♥! ((:

-HOHOHO EVERYONE! ♥-

X'mas

2007-12-25T04:49:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas to all you people out there.
*pictures from China trip 2006*

Went for family dinner at Waroeng Penyet on X'mas eve.
Filled my tummy with ayam penyet!
Somehow, whenever I eat ayam penyet it reminds me of Nd.
Just HAD to message him and told him bout my ayam penyet feast which simply made him homesick. *sorry =\*

Pictures!

Ariel(peterpan) was on that so i HAD to take picture of it =D(left) & Yummy feast!(right)

Made a trip to Parkway before heading home.
Daddy asked if I wanted any clothes, apparently there's no GAP shop so had to give that opportunity a pass.
Though I did see a very very nice Guess purse.
I want!
Asked mummy if I should get a LV purse.
It's nice la but on the other hand better not considering people wont know if it's real or plain fake.
Saw Nintendo Lite (new version), I want!
I have many wantings and daddy can't be my santa to grant me all that. Boo.
So I'm going on a job hunt.
C'mon people, pray for me that my resumes sent out today get accepted. ((:

JX! I want a puppy soft toy. Be my santa! ((:

Played MS before I went to sleep.
Since it's X'mas season, I decorated a tree ;p

Hehee.. x)

-Cheerios! &hearts-

You piss me off

2007-12-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

honestly, i'm kinda pissed that suddenly you seem concern bout floorball.
you hardly reply my smses whenever I ask you if you're coming down for training.
please la.
3 weeks or more of not seeing you and suddenly poof you come back?
you dont seem bothered bout it and suddenly out of the blue you seem to want to know everything bout it.
I dont know if you're seriously concern bout it or are you just pretending to be.
you say you miss lots of things? hmm.. maybe you should make an effort to come down so that you dont miss anything?
and considering you sigh when your name wasn't in the ivp list.
disappointed? why should you?
hello.. you didnt even come for training.
do you think you deserve to be in it?
shouldn't i be more disappointed than you when i do come for trainings?
but no, i'm not disappointed that i'm not in.
cos i know that i hadn't work my hardest to improve.
i know my skill sucks, but im trying.
so you just made me pissed.
prolly, could be your pretendings.
i guess things have changed between us.
we're much distant now.
and i guess i cant be bothered to ask you if you're going or not cos i know i will not get a reply from you.
so im gonna stop wasting my smses on you till you show me that you're interested in training.
i may not be the best junior or have the best attendance for training.
dont be a hypocrite.

Floorball Camp

2007-12-23T14:28:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Floorball camp!
Trainings, Eat, Sleep, Act, More trainings.
Well, we train more than we do anything else.
It sounds boring and horrible but to come to think of it, training is actually fun when you know how to do it right and when the seniors are readily there to help and guide (:
Sleeping in the dance studio at night was FANTASTIC!
Snuggling in my warm sleeping bag in an aircon room is just wow.
It's the most comfortable sleep night compared to the other camps I've been too.
Had beep test in the morning and I did till 8.1. (:
It was better than last time.
Now that Floorball camp's over, I've got to start chionging for my projects and catch up with my sleep before attending E-Guides camp on 27th.

Now let the pictures do the talking ;)

Guess who's on the right.

Adilah & Fadillah

Adilah & Alia

Adilah& Farah

Maybelin(left), Little Wolf(right)

Adilah & Yanjun

Jasmine(left) Bubble blow(right)

The Catepillars

Team Jacjac

Exchanging of gifts session

Afiqah(left) & Jac(right) Clause looks cute with red hat (:

Yanjun & I before sleeping

Farah!

See the white thingy on the floor? Cute Puppy soft toy!

Together as a team (:

P/s: I look unglam in the pictures. But since it's CAMP, UNGLAM and MESSY describes it best.

2007-12-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

OTC was tiring, fun and crazy.
In precise the last day was the best.
Water games were a blast!
CPF was fun till midnight when I reluctantly had to leave.
Wanted to continue playing games with them :(
Had my Ramli burger for supper with Jasmine. =D
Cabbed home. (:
Super shag.
Looking forward to FOC!
I learn to eat Tou fu in camp!
HAHAHA!
I learn that Tou fu is nice!
SERIOUS!
I HATED toufu and NEVER eat tou fu before.
*beams* I'm proud to eat tou fu!

I love Phantos!

thank you

JX for the encouragement and the companion during camp. Even though you werent there, your smses accompanied me (:

Aldrin for listening and accompanying me till 1am + on the first night when I was sad and couldn't sleep. Even when you hadn't sleep for 24hours you still willingly accompanied me. (:

Next camp: (Tomorrow) Floorball camp!
(27-29 dec) Eguides camp!

There's truckloads of projects to be done and computer games as hurdles.
Chionging in between camp dates.
Pray that I survive before school reopens. :(

SWEET ENDLESS CRAVINGS/TEMPTATIONS

I wanna catch the chipmunks!
I want Ramli burger!
I wanna streak my hair. (red? blue? olive green?)

Anyone excluding sissy?
Otherwise I've to drag JX with me.

-I miss my curly wurly long hair. :(-

2007-12-17T08:58:00.000+08:00

HIATUS

It happens now
My blog will be on hiatus as of today.
Camps will begin today till end of this week.
So people text me if you need anything.
Honestly, I cant believe I'll be going camp without JX.
It'll be the first.
3days 2 night without my partner in crime will be a change.
I won't be able to RUN to him and tell him how'd my day went.
I won't be able to RUN to him and complain to him.
I won't be able to grumble at or slack thru the night with.
I won't be able to argue with him at whose empire was the best.
Despite the advanced technology of hand phones, still the sincerity or eagerness to tell him is instant.
why didn't he pull thru the interview? :(
Whilst Joshua just ps me. hmph!
Why aren't my guy friends with me?
But I'm glad there's yanjun and jasmine there to keep me company and to bitch with.
& there's truckloads people to socialize with.
Let's pray there's at least 1 i know who's same group as me =)

It happened early this morning
Dedication, commitment for it will always be there despite the stubbornness of not going.
Jasmine was being a mother hen to 2 stubborn chicks.
Victory to our stubbornness, Jasmine went on her own.
I'm sorry. "We promise to be good next time."
To no avail, Jasmine kept nagging and said there wont be a next time.

It happened late last night.
To great looks and voice, he was crown 1st Asian Idol.
To all who underestimated him, he prove them wrong.
I'm sure the judges were in awe cos I was.
Still, I'm proud of him.
I proud that even though Singapore's a tiny dot compared to the other countries, we capable of doing something worth achieving.
To jump and scream of joy at late night, it was worth it. ;)
HADY MIRZA you rock!

It happened the night before
I dreamt of Hisham.
I wont leave it anonymous.
A dream that made me real sad.
A dream that caused me to tremble and shiver when I woke up.
A dream that made me sad even when I woke up.
Why? That I can't explain.
The sentence "We had no impact." accompanied with "Times like this you are very dear to me." kept running thru my mind.
Now I wonder, only THAT day, THAT time, THAT hour was I dear to you.

Sweet words are like water that can simply flow to make people better but will simple seep in and eventually fade away otherwise evaporate.

What I dreamt was him getting married.
It's still lingering, unexplainable, in my head.
If you're reading this, maybe you could tell me why?

2007-12-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

YOU HORRIBLE STALKER!
STOP HARASSING ME!
YOU MORON WHICH PART OF ENGLISH DONT YOU UNDERSTAND?

2007-12-15T17:06:00.000+08:00

read sw's blog.
reminisces bout the past.
those happy JL days.
yes, I miss expo and outlet.
yes, I miss zhanpeng and his stupid secrets.
yes, I miss my wonderful friends' companion.
If only I could turn back time..
If only..

2007-12-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Wohoo! Say GOODBYE and GOOD RIDDANCE to term tests bebeh!
2 weeks holiday here I come! (not that there's much of a holiday)

Anyway despite the stupid exams, I had my share of fun.
Seriously I didn't do much studying.
Rather much I was busy enjoying.
There's truckloads of pictures to be uploaded ;)

Monday: went starbucks with Afi
Tuesday: went Gelare with Nd and CA
Wednesday: went KFC with sis
Thursday: went LJ, arcade, TM with JX, KC, Zaniel
Friday: went home to sleep for 6 long hours

See how much my tummy can grow, how much money used, how much time I didn't study.
and it's all recharged in that 6 bloody long hours.
This is call The Human Body Miracle a.k.a THBM (okay that's bull)

Counting down, 3days to OTC camp. (:

I feel like I'll be out of town or something.
17-19th I'll be in camp. 20th I'll be home. 21-23rd(or something) I'll be in camp again.
A week gone in camp.
Wow.

Well enough said, let's hit with the pictures now. ;)

TUESDAY

our weekly routine of Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza

We headed to PS for our Gelare but stopped to see this. Ha!

It amazed me to see CA playing the drum. I love to see people play the drum ;)
It's cool la. Oh and he hit lots of combos *i forgot how many*

Wednesday

Thursday
(before Econs paper; in state of depression)
Honestly, when you can no longer absorb anymore information, you'll get stressed out.
This is my remedy- take seriously stupid pictures ;)

(reminds me of those spot the difference in photo games. =p)

(after screwing the easy paper and feeling like FARK for making stupid mistakes, you gotta continue to smile (:*)

Left: crazyness for chilli and tata sos. Right: Mr JX

Both above pictures courtesy to JX =)

Mr Zaniel aka Banana

KC & JX

Best cure: House of Dead 4 and Mario Go-kart ;)

This was last week's.
after our Public speaking Special Occasion speech ;)

we somehow look tired. Could prolly be cos our stupid lesson starts at 8.
Who wakes up freaking hell early?!

My lovely darlings ;) Right: Halimatius Left: Aini

Lastly, my ever-so-mean Aldrin. =)
(I seriously look like a small kid -_-")

PS pictures co

Just got to know there's a friendly match tomorrow.
Hmmm.. I wanna go BUT.. I dunno.

I think I'm gonna spend my holidays watching:
1) Full Metal Panic Alchemist
2) Tsubasa Chronicles Season 1&2
3) Heroes Season 1&2
4) Witch, Yuhi
5) playing Maple

Toodles people! Happy holidays! ;)

2007-12-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

Had EMath2 paper yesterday and somehow I don't have confident on excelling that paper.
So let's just skip that.

Met up with Afi to have one of our usual Starbuck session.
Let the pictures do the talking ya?

Our trip to Toys R Us.

Our chill-out

I love SUSHI & FRAPS!

We did some event planning.
Next stop, SATAY and CHALET! (let's pray it'll happen)

Since there's no school tomorrow,
Gonna head to Gelare for my tasty, mouth-watering treats with Chun An and Nd =)
It's been ages since we last had our Gelare outings. x)

Update soon (:

2007-12-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Just when I was ALRIGHT,
YOU had to make me feel F**KED UP again.
Seriously, you make it sound so easy.
YOU dont FEEL a shit.
YOU dont FEEL what I feel cos you're fcking EGO.
YOU YOU YOU I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO'S YOU!
I DARE SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY NOW.
I DONT BOTHER WHAT YOU THINK OF ME.
I DONT BOTHER BOUT BEING SCARED OF YOU OR TO TOLERATE YOU.
BETCHA DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL!

2007-12-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back. Just came back!
From the AIPRORTTT!
I headed there after school to meet Wj and Syahmi.
We studied! Hahah!
I got a new friend and his name is Syahmi.
He's tall and friendly.
Hahaa.. & he was unsuccessful to make me laugh 100times.
I was tired so Wj and Syahmi i'm sorry if I wasnt hyped up. =p
Wanted to visit Lance at Expo however he's working morning shift so we couldnt catch him on time.
Luckily msged him instead of making a worthless trip there. =)

I'd like to say 2 things to 2 people in this entry;

Lucky person #1:
Excuse Mr., I think as much as you say I'm selfish for just disappearing suddenly- not msging you, I think you're more selfish by saying "You chose him, you deal with it" like HELLO, what kind of person are you? You think you're SO perfect is it? You think you'll make me happier compared to him? ~~FCUK OFF LA~~ I just asked if we're still friends and you flared up. As much as what you said on the sms I think you dont deserve to be called a friend too. Friends understand and stand by each other. You WERENT standing by me to help me with whatever problems I had back then. Were you EVEN THERE when I needed a shoulder to cry on after what happened? YOU werent, JOSHUA, AFI was and yet you think I'm a horrible person. ~~bloody faggot byford, screw you.~~ You piss me off.

Lucky person #2:
I'm sorry but I don't want you to have your hopes up. Not that you're a lousy person. You're nice but hinestly, I just wanna be friends. We're in the same course so you wont lose me as a friend but to go further than friends is unlikely. I have enough of hurting people and I'm not ready for a relationship. The least I want is to see awkwardness in our friendship. Give some time, the feeling will fade. I'm sorry.

2007-12-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

Im worried bout term test.
I havent been the best of students eversince THAT major problem happened.
My mind been distracted, my emotions been getting the most of me causing me to skip lessons and not being able to focus in class.
Now I'm worried about my grades.
Honestly who wants their GPA to drop? Definitely not me.
I feel SO scared.

I'm started to cancel my outings with my friends.
I'm starting to break promises.
I'm VERY VERY sorry with all my heart.

I was suppose to go blading with Adilah(malay), but I cancelled it.
I was suppose to go Expo with Siuwen, Joshua, Weijun yesterday but I cancelled it.
_I'm truly sorry_

After school headed to TM with JX to get his bunch of stationery.

We also went for job hunt but got 1 application form since we were being fussy about the kind of job.

It feels SO good to laugh a lot. =)

P.s: Mr JX, my satay still awaits me and thank you for the umbrella. Sweet of you. :) I hope we both get the job and we'll have about a month supply of yummy EXPENSIVE ice-creamm!!

Went to MP library after dinner to find another Stats book.
Apparently all are either on loan or under reference book.
I can't even find any Econs book.
So did math instead while waiting for Afis to come.
He was late but nevermind.
Studied under the block with him but I had to rush home to catch my Channel U show. =/

I've been thinking, despite having guy friends or going out with my guy friends, I have this BIG phobia.
Honestly, I dont think my heart's opened for anyone now till whenever anymore.
The fear to trust people and to trust them to love me isn't there anymore.
I'm scared, scared to love, scared to feel hurt, scared to cry.
So if whoever see me going out with any of my guy friends, don't misunderstand.
I haven't move on.
I'm not ready for another.

I would like to thank all my friends for being there by my side. =)Wishing all TP students best of luck for Term Test. Cheerios!

2007-12-05T11:20:00.000+08:00

"You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you're doing, where you are, who you're with and if you're OK.
You need someone who can protect you from your fears.
You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws.
You should be with someone who can make you happy, really happy, dancing-on-air to be with you years ago instead of becoming scared and being too afraid to try."

This truly snapped me back to reality.
I hope it brings the same to my readers.
Time to time, when I feel ready to fall in love again, I'll reconsider to the above.

-♥-
Were you right, was I wrong?
Were you weak, was I strong?

2007-12-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

I had a FUN FUN DAY today!
I've got a new nickname, lil' big mouth monster BECAUSE I talk non-stop.
I keep making noise and my voice is loud!
In fact, I think my voice overpower those lecturers in class. =P
(simply shows how much i haven't been paying attention in class =) )

I love floorball.
I love to see people scoring in games.
Especially their shock, happy faces when the ball flies in the goal.
Floorball matches are my remedy. It can simply cure me to become happy (:

ABOUT ME
1)
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
i think my voice overpower the stupid teacher la!
colour me ROGBIV--- i agree with adilah's nick says :
all chun an n nd's fault nvr take care of her..now she's ONE LITTLE MONSTER

2)
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
i CANNOT AND WILL NEVER shuttup
colour me ROGBIV--- i agree with adilah's nick says :
she can like GO ON AND ON and ON

3)
colour me ROGBIV--- i agree with adilah's nick says :
i think cos she cut her HAIR..NOW become monstrous
u guys shud see her.. especially iN PSPS
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
shud cut botak den i really really naughty!

4)
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
u shud hear my malay "bombastic" vocabs
colour me ROGBIV--- i agree with adilah's nick says :
[Afis] says:
do u noe adilah speak malay in a funny wae
colour me ROGBIV--- i agree with adilah's nick says:
hahah is it
[Afis] says:
we shud speak malay to her tmr and laugh at her together

&& I learn a new word! Mogu! wohoo! Gonna attack people and call them Mogu ;)

This convesation makes me laugh cos I'm talking bout MY THEORY. hahaha.

dRiN! says :
at least there are people who likes me!
d:
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
hahaha!
people like me too!
dRiN! says :
who who who?
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
everyone
except they show it differently
they bully me instead of tell me they love me
hahahahahah..
they call me lil big mouth monster
they call me fishball
they call me sotong
hahaha.. see they love me!
awww...
dRiN! says :
hahaha!
what a nickname for you! lil big mouth monster!
haha
so i bully you means i love you too?
pui.... (<- I like his reaction. HAhAHA!)
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
HAHAHAHHAHA
aww..
dRiN! says :
this is so wrong!
how can it be?
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
hahahaa
wad is?
dRiN! says :
bullying you means love you
nonono!
it is not like that
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
hahahahaha!
dRiN! says :
it's bcos you are too nice to bully!
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
omg
dRiN! says :
gotta give you hell during camp!
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
NO!!!
i'll make u life miserable
hahahah
dRiN! says :
hahaha
lets see k?
see who bully who!
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
hahaha!
we'll see
hahahaa
cant wait to see u in camp
muahhahaha

Here's another. Hahaa.. He drives me bonkers! but I'm smiling (:

dRiN! says :
you'll nvr become a successful business woman
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
shuttup
i will!
hahaha i wont hire u!
hahahaha
dRiN! says :
hahaha
you won't!
and i don't think you have the money to hire me too..
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
hmphhhh!
dRiN! says :
more of i hire you to help me clean my house?
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
nah
u wont pay me
hahhaaa
in fact i think u'll cut my salary
typical bullier
dRiN! says :
hahaha
no need to pay you ah
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
see!
haiyo..
tsk tsk tsk
dRiN! says :
give you food to eat and a shelter for you is enough
#15 (: hello sunshine "i'm a lil' big mouth monster!" says :
my clothes?
u want me to wear rag issit?
lol
dRiN! says :
hmmm
you got so many clothes alr!

P.S:
[Afis] says : btw ur hair cut nw make u look cuter...
(Hahaha... I bhb already =])

Hahaa.. The last time I got hyped in a bunch of conversation was like months ago.
Now it's all coming back. - The craps, the corny shit, the hyperness, the crazyness. ;)

2007-12-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

Public speaking speech went smooth!
Wohoo! Was the last to give my speech and PHEW! it's OVER!
Aldrin and I were like BEAMING that it's OVER! HEAR ME?! OVERRRRR!!
Next up, QUUIIIZZZ.. Raawwrrr!
FACTS TO NOTE:
1) Aldrin's such a bullyyy!
2) I love my PS class. (:

I've updated my private blog (:

See how fast my mind have so much to say? *beams*
I've gotta stop stop online shopping.
I need to start saving!
There's so much I wanna buy!

Crumpler, num, Ripcurl, GAP, FOX.. the list keeps going on and on.
I need work work fast fast.

BUT! I need to start saving for DRIVING LICENSE!
I need to start now! Cos it'll take me AGES to just save. hahaha!
Cheerios! ((:

2007-12-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

Couldn't help but to post my conversation with Aldrin. We're just plain crappy and childish!

dRiN! says :
ya.. stop whining then. hahaha (:
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahaha i cant
dRiN! says :
sew your own mouth
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahaha! thts insane. hahaha.. omg i cant imagine my mouth being sewed. hahaha rawr!
dRiN! says :
now you are a tigeress
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahahaa. see u're childish too. hahahaa. u got influence by me. hahahaa..
dRiN! says :
oh noooooooooooooooooo!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
HAHAHAA!!
dRiN! says :
cannnnnot!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
YES!
dRiN! says :
im 18 you are 17
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
no dfifference. hahahahaaa
dRiN! says :
i cannot have the same mindset as you!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
oh yes you cannn!
dRiN! says :
i'll be demoting myself
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahahaa.. no!
dRiN! says :
no i cannot!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
i've successfully made u like me. childish. hahahaha! yippee!
dRiN! says :
seriously you are super childish.. haha! cannot stand it ah....
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahahaa! shuttup. hahahaa! i'm not!
dRiN! says :
just now say you are childish now you say you are not. what a liar. one more title for you..
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
HEY!
dRiN! says :
so now you are childish, a liar, a whiner
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
no! im not.. u're a bullier!
dRiN! says :
no problem.. i always bully people.. im fine with that! (:
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
SHUCKS!

So I lost in the teasing game. DRATS!

Here's another one. hahaha..

dRiN! says :
you have a hamster?
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
no
dRiN! says :
i thought i saw you with a hamster pic somewhere. or maybe i see wrongly. lols
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahaha. i use to have kittens. but hamsters are way smaller. hahaha. unless u saw a giant hamster? hamtaro?
dRiN! says :
all your kittens died?
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahaha no!
dRiN! says :
bcos you ain't a good owner
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
HAHAHAHA! no! how wud u knw?hahahahaa. i'm a good good owner. my mom gave them away
dRiN! says :
hahaha. okay. then since you like hamster why don't you get one?
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
i scared i dont have time for them =\ im afraid if i pamper them
dRiN! says :
hahaha. then don't have them. simple!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
but they're cute. and i want them.
dRiN! says :
then get them ah.. if you don't have time then they'll just die lo! simple!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
HAHAHA! teach me wrong thing!

He's a silly billy =p

2007-12-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

There was Him but now there's Me

It's been a success to not think of Him till my heart ache.
Although He was on my mind, but to the fadest blur.
In fact, KC was surprised yet delighted to say "It's better seeing you without a boyfriend, it's like living a day without your PMS or your upsetting face and mood swings."
I admit I'm better and happier than before.
Courtesy to my fellow dears (JX, KC, Zaniel) for bringing my crappish shit back (:
I do feel like I'm Me again, but there are still times when I sit by myself and reminisce bout the past.
His 200+ messages are still in my inbox.
I still haven't pluck up courage to just hit the delete button.
It takes time to just walk on by and forget every tiniest thing that happened between Us. (if there even was an Us)

Well enough said about Him and my history.
I've been pretty busy with school, friends, studies and studies and more studies. (Like there's no life - just till exams end)
Nonetheless, term test is just a week away.
You'll be seeing TP students burying head in their books soon. (count on that)
I'm burying my head in a book, specifically a novel.

Titled- Where Rainbow Ends.
Here's the sypnosis:

Since childhood, Rosie and Alex have stuck by each other through thick and thin. But they're suddenly separated when Alex and his family move from Dublin to America. Rosie is lost without him. Then, just as she is about to join Alex in Boston, she gets life-changing news - news that will keep her at home in Ireland.

Their magical connection remains but can their friendship survive the years and miles - as well as new relationship? And always at the back of Rosie's mind is whether they are meant to be more than just good friends all along. Misunderstandings, circumstances and sheer back luck have kept them apart - until now. But will they gamble everything - including their friendship - - on true love? And what twists and surprises does fate have in store for them this time..?

I'm admit, I'm not a bookworm. I've this habit of chucking aside novels after reading half-way due to my slow reading. However this book if different from any other stupid, cliche, romancing novel. It's not in those long paragraphs that takes you AGES to read. It's in a dialog, email and letter format. So it's easier and faster to read. (:

Anyway, term break is starting SOON.
I'm planning to earn some cash within the 2 weeks.
What's already planned is, job hunting with JX this Thursday. (:
What's already planned is, satay this Friday- JX's treat. ((:

What happened today was, KC bullied me till I cried- unintentionally.
What happened today was, I had PRATA with Dad and Sis before school (:
Daddy sent his 2 princesses to school with lectures throughout the journey. =p
What happened today was, Ms Anne said my speech would be blunt & flat. -_-"

What I do know is, tomorrow I'll be in a sundress presenting my speech in front of the class.
What I do know is, tomorrow will be the last Floorball training before term ends.
What I do know is, Nazrin prank-called me using his office phone and pretended to be a lecturer. He("the lecturer") said I have not attended last Friday's lessons- which was pretty accurate. =p
I normally skip Friday's lessons.
What I do know is, I was suppose to meet Afi for a chat after school. However, he had a project to do which caused him to end late.
What I do know is, JX IS A LIZARD KILLER!

It amazed me to see a picture of a girl MY AGE, MY SCHOOL, MY "FRIEND" being MARRIED!
Holly cow! I read it in books and watch on tv but NEVER seen one.
Honestly, I'm speechless. I have no right to comment.
But I must say WOW. Like seriously WOW.
You may think it's those sarcastic WOW but no.
It's an unbelievably surprise, not admiring, kinda WOW.
I'm studying my ass off to get good GPA to get a Diploma and to HOPEFULLY get my ass into Uni to get a Degree so to persue a good meaningful career and there I see a girl, (let me remind you) MY AGE, cutting her life-worth-living short by getting MARRIED.
Okay I think she's going for a shortcut in her life. (She may have her reasons but WOW!)

John Little Mega Expo Sale
(it makes me so sad to see this in my email- knowing I'm not working.)

I miss Siuwen, Joshua, Zhanpeng, Weijun, Jeff, Alvin, Sunshine, Steven(men's), Lance and much much more! :(

P.S: I won't be surprise if anyone mistook me for a rugby player. I feel like one today. Prolly due to the excessive whack on KC and JX =p

Hoho. you can see me smiling to my computer screen now. Aldrin and I are being stupid in our conversation. We're stupidly competitive when it comes to do anything with school. HAAA..

dRiN! says :
you send me your draft and i'll tell you
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
hahahaa
dRiN! says :
how?
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
it's a trap!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
noo..
dRiN! says :
REALLY!
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
u're gonna bluff me n not show me ur draft
dRiN! says :
im not lying
#15 (: hello sunshine "im a cute round headed fishball (:" says :
boohoo

*I feel like a stubborn 7year old girl in a body of a 17 year old.*
*Facts about me: I'm a silly billy 17 year old girl who loves being pampered and loves attention and LOVES WHINING (don't believe, ask JX and KC =p) I keep whining till they say I sound like a spoiled motorbike. =\*

2007-12-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

Tried playing Maple story.
I'm an noob. (:

Saw iPhone.
That's all I want in my wishlist list and a few other things =p
Please ~~santa~~ daddy, grant me my wishlist (:

Had family gathering at my house yesterday.
Grandma asked bout Him. :(
She doesn't know what happen. -not yet.
She made me sad talking bout it.

Changed blog song again. Been listening to this song at least once a day. :\

2007-11-29T15:51:00.000+08:00

random-madness
I want a butterfly tattoo at the back of my left shoulder! ((:
not permanent duh!

My nose's like a running tap water, my throat feels like sandpaper.
I'm falling sick. Boohoo! :(

Came late for first lesson(like always)!
Okay I feel like such a slacker. That's what Afi called me. -A slacker! RAWR!
Let's skip the boring mindmap lesson and move on to Econs!
It's boring too. hahaa!
The lecturer was blabbering away while I took snapshots and talked and laughed.
That's the disadvantage of sitting at the back row in class- you just don't pay attention (:
So JX and I crapped our ass-A-holes off. =p
Jin Kiat said the more I cut my hair, the funnier I look. Hmph!
Well I think the more I cut my hair, the naughtier I get. hahaa..
Mummy says I look like a fishball and sissy looks like a sausage! hahahaa!
Pictures! Pictures!

They were raiding my purse. RAWR! (btw, that's Zaniel AKA Banana)

KC & Zaniel!

he's acting guai.

my messy table. boo..

we were comparing our nails. Mine's blue and his is SHINY. =p
Sissy boy.

I was TRYing to be photogenic. See how the camera focus on Eric's head instead of my fingers.

Honestly I spoke less vulgar today *Smiles proudly =D*
Well it thanks to my silly bonker guy friends who would scold me and give me THE look when I say any vulgarities (:

Zaniel: Don't say vulgarities, it's impolite. You must add a "sorry" before or after the vulgar word. Eg. sorry sorry ~~Fucker~~ or sorry sorry nabei.

hahaa... joker la he! teach me wrong things! hahaha!

Was on the way home from school.
Sat in the bus thinking bout last semester.
Suddenly I thought bout those times, where I, CA, Wende, Nd and JX would assist Bernard with his pushcart, came back.
Recalled the day when I and Wende were left to mend the stall.
Wende was looking through youtube.
He went to search Micheal Jackson and started dancing Beat It and Thriller.
He mimicked Micheal Jackson's old moves and laughed to his own sillyness.
Hahaa.. He's so hilarious! He even asked me to join him dancing!
I was too embarrassed to dance. Hahaa.. I did try one or two moves. A slight glide and those funny feet movements.
Here's a MV of the song. Remember those times? effing OLD SCHOOL! hahaa!

and we tried doing the Thriller dance moves! HAHAHHA!

haha! so try imagining how silly we were.
semester 1.1 rox la. we did so many crazy and silly things. hahaa..

Sayonara. (:

-`Hello Sunshine says: I'm a happy goober! (:-

2007-11-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

OH PEOPLE I TOOK A HECK LOAD OF PICTURES TODAY!
I'm happy! Are you? =D

Had BREAKFAST at 8am with my darlings! -FARAH, JASMINE, YANNIE!
I had my SAUSAGE EGG MUFFIN with HASHBROWN and MILO!
YUMMY YUMMY!

Qmethod was hell boring!
Despite sitting near the lecturer, we had our crazy fun of taking pictures (:

KC & Meeee (See our doink faces? -_-")

JX and Meee..

My TUESDAY school partner.

See how KC looks stress? =p

My favourite bunch of crappy buddies. (:

END OF QMETHOD! RAWR!

Since school ended early, accompanied JX and KC to Bus school for lunch before heading off to meet Est at Roxy Square.
It's been AGES since I last saw her and DANG I hugged her!
I miss her so badly!
I miss my crazy bestie like nuts!
She did her hair extension while I cut my hair!
Oh yes I CUT MY HAIR! Wohoo! & it's SHORT!
We took stupid pictures of ourselves. hee.. (:

My haircut 1 (*Slightly longer and more volume than my final haircut)
My crazy bestie (:

After 30minutes of walking around, I realised my hair was still long and messy so with Est's help, I went back to the shop and asked the lady to cut thinner and shorter.
Hahaha..
So this is how MY HAIR and I look NOW! hahaha! (do I look like a small girl? =/)

Silly snapshots. hahaha..

[MORE SNAPSHOTS WITH EST. COMING SOON!]

Rushed to meet Lala to catch ENCHANTED! It's effing NICE LA!
Before entering the cinema, we went to look for accessories and we decided to enter Toys 'R' Us.
We were recalling our individual childhood lives and we had pretty similar childhood. I'm sure all the girls do (:

Dora & Spongeybob!

Rate: 4stars
Comments: Some parts were draggy. Some parts were effing unpredictable & I SO LOVE THE ENDING!

We headed to Century to get my hairbands. Woo! 3 colours man and sums up to 5bucks +.
Had KFC for dinner! Hungry hungry from walking! & HORRIBLY TIRED!
We even sat and sigh at the same time. Like we were so glad to finally SIT. Hahaa!

We talked our way home.
It's amazing how we have SO MUCH to talk about that we have to continue our updates on our next outing (:
I love Lala and our policy will remain to prevent history from repeating again (:

COLIN WONG! EST AND I WANNA CRASH YOUR LECTURE! CAN WE? PRETTY PLEASE WITH CHERRY ON TOP! ((:

I love my crazy hair long bestie-Est!

I love my crazy butthead guys-JX & KC!

I love my floorball girlfriends- Farah, Yannie, Jasmine (:

-You people make my world go round (: `Hello Sunshine(:'-

2007-11-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

I overslept.
Lesson starts at 8 yet I woke up at 7.30. WTF?
Okay nevermind, cabbed down to school BUT forgot to bring my speech draft. another WTF?
So had to do draft in class and show the lecturer.
Guess what she said? "It's gonna sound boring." another another WTF?!
& she said I had to learn from Aldrin cos his is too imaginative. another another another WTF?!
Shall ask him to teach me then. -_-"

Had McDonald breakfast with Halimatus and Jazil to make my day better.
The Cuppucino tasted HORRIBLE! Where's my brown sugar in it when I need it?!
Well I'm 17 this year.
But when I'm in McDonald, I'm 7years old. (:

My yummy yummy pancakes that I crave for the past 2weeks. =p

This is my creativity. =)

Tada!

Okay going for breakfast with Farah tomorrow before school.
Let's hope I can wake up. =P
&& changed my blog song, the song just makes me feel happy la. (:

2007-11-26T17:49:00.000+08:00

Monday started off smoothly. -laughing with everyone, whacking the guys, slacking..
I even came late for my Qmethod test and didn't do the last question cos I didn't understand.
I skipped system concept lecture and heading to lounge to slack.
(Honestly, I've been late multiple times for classes and been skipping tons of lectures this sem; what's wrong with me?)

Anyway,
I was well till at the lounge.
When I felt tired of seeing JX and KC foosballing.
I did a wrong thing by sitting down.
I started staring blankly into space thinking...
Went for math lecture and I couldn't concentrate; just kept thinking.
Isha says I've been looking depressed.
*fcuk can?*

Skipped public speaking lecture.
Sat in the bus thinking..
Walked home from the busstop and kept thinking..
& the worse thing is that I kept thinking of the same thing over and over again.

-You're on my mind.=\ When will it stop?-

2007-11-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Saw this website click here.
I saw my phone labelled as TOP MP3 Phones.
Was laughing my ass off- (it's an internal joke).
All the more to sell my phone now since it'll be on demand now ;)
(Oh great.. now i sound like my Econs teacher. SHIT!)

Received an email regarding horoscopes from Su-mao. (haha.. silly n.name)

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

HAHAHA! Is it true?
Am I like that?

2 Quizzes tomorrow and I haven't study.
Somebody tell me what's happening to me? =p
Correction. What's happening around me?
BANANA CALLED to ask bout QUIZ tomorrow.
BANANA leh..
He's the one who always says "Aiya no need study la. Go play pool la."
He can't be bothered bout quizzes or test or anything bout school.
He doesn't attend Fridays since it's all lecture.
Miracle!

Anyways..
19days to Floorball Camp!
21days to OTC!
EXCITED!

BUT 14days to exam.
SHITTY LIKE HELL.

Breakfast with Farahhh tomorrow! (:
I want my pancakes babeh!

he laughs at the way I speak.
he laughs at my tone as it goes up and down.
he laughs as I DRAAGGGG my words when I talk.
I speak like a Cantonese? hahaa.. now I laugh.
I'm original & SPECIAL. Too bad you're not. Bluek.

-Meow meow (: There is one person I can't stop thinking about.-

2007-11-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Farah's noon message I woke up otherwise I'd continue to sleep and miss my training. =p
Still, I was 30min late for training. Hahaha.. Farah says I'm an oink.
Did runnings and warm-ups with charlotte before joining the rest (:
F.Match started at 3pm.
Tpwolves VS NYP (6-5)
Yeah we won! Wohoo!
Played for 3rd period.
I ran! It feels good to be back in the game but I'm not as good as I was before :(
Rushed to shower as I've to attend an open house at Thomson with my family.

My far far aunt's house finished rebuilding so she invited the whole family to come.
& DANG she has a big house with a swimming pool and a tv room of her own and a garden with swings.
I sat at the sofa wondering what I'd do if I was living in that house.
& it occured to me to simply sit by the pool with my laptop and just do reports.
(sounds very mature eh? hahaa..)
So here are the pictures of some part of her house.

This is the TV room. (It reminds me of those MTV shows where they showed celebrities' houses; forgot the show name =p)

Here's the living room (:

Her swimming pool + garden.

&& on top of those she has 2 cars. A BMW and a 6 seater car (didn't see the model).
The best thing that caught my eye was her daughter's piano.
Studio pictures of her daughter were arranged on the piano.
It simply gives an impression that the piano is ALL TO HER DAUGHTER.
I wish I had my OWN piano.
(not that I don't have a piano, just that my sister and I share the piano ): and junks are arranged on the piano -_-)

Was suppose to slack with Ajin, Ihsan, Kynn, Afi, Adilah(malay) but since this came up "family is more important" <-someone told me that when I told him I couldn't decide which outing to go.

To Adilah(malay): I'm sorry I didn't go in the end. Which mean you didn't go too since we were suppose to go together :(. Wednesday will make up for it (:

To Kynn & Clem: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

To Farah: McDonald's breakfast before school on Thursday! Don't forget ;)

I FEEL GOOD =D because...
I talked to Aunt Jana bout relationship matters. (None of mine. It was a general talk)
I talked to Uncle Sham bout floorball and sports and my commitments.
I talked to Kimmie cousin bout soccer and relationships and hairstyles(That topic was random. Haaha..)
I talked to Mom and Dad bout recovering from dengue and upcoming camp.
((:
Uncle Zohry gave me a straight sentence that reflected on what I'm experiencing now.

Uncle: Where's your sister?
Me: She went out.
Uncle: With her boyfriend?
Me: No. Broke up already.
Uncle: So she cried la.
Me: Yeah.
Uncle: Aiya for what? Stupid la.

I felt him calling me stupid instead cos I cried too for myself.

Aunt Jana asked if I wanted to join course as a soccer referee(women).
Honestly it never occured to me to join it.
I've told cuzzy bout wanting to take up netball umpire course but nothing bout soccer.
It may sound crazy but somehow suddenly I feel interested.
I think I'll give it a try- soccer referee(women).
It'll cost me about $30-$40 for the course but it's a good investment (:
Besides, cuzzy's in soccer referee(male) and he gotten awards and been refereeing matches and uncle's a world cup referee so maybe I should be part of it too?
I did tell cuzzy that it'll be hard and I'm scared.
So he said this "If I can do it, why can't you?" and I felt like WOAHH! Coming from cuzzy, why is he suddenly wiser than me?!
I'll wait for the next intake then. Meanwhile, I'm gonna start saving money :)
Additional to all this, I don't have to wait for the next world cup if I'd join this referee thingy. *BIG SMILE =D*

Sissy came back with wooden parts in her hand.
She chose to do the swan and warned me not to accomplish it cos she know I will ALWAYS accomplish ANY puzzle in my hand.
She passed the parts to me and went away to talk on the phone (Wrong move).
In 40minutes, the swarn was ACCOMPLISHED. Haha..

Mission accomplished.

Farah! THIS is the swan I was telling you about =) hahaa..

-I thought of you today; you linger in my mind-

2007-11-24T04:26:00.000+08:00

My left eye's all red and seems slightly sunken in and seem to get smaller than my right eye.
Could it be due to the endless, sleepless nights?
There's been white/yellowish liquid thingy coming out from it too.
oh well, whatever.

2007-11-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

It was just fun crapping with ZP.
He's just filled with the craziest shit ever!

Part1 in our friendship:
Euphoria says :
.. but i am better buddy with adilah..
Euphoria says :
you must be proud ! be honoured !
Euphoria says :
haa ..
#15 (: hello sunshine "that's the prettiest thing on earth (:" says :
hahaha
#15 (: hello sunshine "that's the prettiest thing on earth (:" says :
i thought it's u who must be proud?
Euphoria says :
lalala
Euphoria says :
noooo
#15 (: hello sunshine "that's the prettiest thing on earth (:" says :
hahahaa!
#15 (: hello sunshine "that's the prettiest thing on earth (:" says :
yesss

Part 2: ZP's tips to me to be employed.
Euphoria says :
you need to be tall
Euphoria says :
like me
Euphoria says :
you need to be fit
Euphoria says :
like me
Euphoria says :
you need to be handsome
Euphoria says :
like me
Euphoria says :
LOL

TYPICAL ZP! ((:

Got scolding from Aldrin kor2. =p

Aldrin: How's math test?
Me: I was late by 30mins cos I slept at 3.30 last night and test starts at 9
Aldrin: why you slept at 3.30? who's to blame? you know you got test what.. right?
Me: The school? for starting lesson early?
Aldrin: Don't be lame ah! You ah! Better be more discipline eh.

Skipped 4 lectures today to go sentosa for a mission. =p
Mission failed. Hah!
I feel like a swaku when taking the monorail cos normally I go by bus when suntanning.
Anyway, took the luge and skyride.
I think I picked the wrong time of hour to go. Haa..
Stupid weather so hot. Nvm, FREE suntanning (:

ECP afterwards.. Tortoise pond?

It reminds me of Siuwen. hahaa..

Attended OTC briefing.
There's like 200 GLs contained in Design Lecture hall & it's like WOAH!

24 days and counting to 6days 5nights of hardcore camps.
That's what I look for to keep myself from thinking/missing him.
I think it's enough to keep my mind occupied?
-I hope so; I really hope so.

#1: NO INTERNET.(It'll REALLY be a BIG help)
NO BED.
NO AIRCON.
NO COMFORTABLE TOILETS.
JUST SOCIALIZING WITH NEW PEOPLE (:
JUST CHEERS.
JUST WHINING & WHACKING PEOPLE. =p

Grabbed bubble tea with Farah, Jasmine, Yannie after briefing.
Sitting down and talking with Farah simply makes me feel loved.
I feel sorry for her listening to me over the same things practically everyday and yet she never tires.
She's there for me and will always be. (: I love you Farah.
Jasmine said she drank in school and after 3 shots, she knocked out. haha.. POWER LA.

Planned to cut hair after briefing but it's postponed to tomorrow? (:

& on Tuesday's floorball training while waiting for my turn to take Beep test.
I was super nervous.
ME: AYU!! I'm so scared! I feel like my kaki lemau!
AYU: LEMAU?! HAHAHAHHAHA!
ME: Huh? What? Correct kan?
AYU: HAHAHHAHAHAHA!
ME: OH SHIT! NO! Lembek.
AYU: Confident sey kate lemau! HAHAHAHAH!
ME: Eh.. hahaha!

Chat with Jan after a VERY VERY LONG TIME.
I miss her badly.
7 years of friendship and counting!
We talked bout our past.
Haha.. I miss my Elmo.
I want my Elmo back.
Guess who's Elmo? (:

after telling Jan bout the Beep test incident;
ME: my mak mentua will think her anak ipah's malay karat sey.
JAN: ANAK IPAH?! HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
ME: HUH? correct what? abang ipah so anak ipah kan?
JAN: HAHHAHAA! MENANTU LA!

DAMN~ My malay like SHIT!

& Can I go for dragonboat before OTC?
Can dragonboat be on 2nd day?
Pretty please with cherry on top (:

Received a KFC brochure while walking and it was promoting BREAKFAST!
Cravings for breakfast at KFC tomorrow.
Anyone? (:

JX! You owe me a satay treat! NEXT FRIDAY! (:

-Gaining composure-

2007-11-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

Banana drew this on the table during Econs. Hahaa..
It's cute can! Cos the head's a bear and the body's stick!

Took this during Econs. The teacher was making me sleep can!

Got "scolding" from Wood for pointing middle finger. :(
He say not feminine. So from now on when they bully me I can just hurl vulgarities rather than SHOW. HMPH!

Bumped into Khai.
Saw Kimie, Rehmy, Faris and some MacPherson people jamming.
Khai said Fadzli was there but went down by the time I was out.
Don't know la. Besides, the feeling was so long gone. 3 years back?
You didn't have to highlight that my Ex was there too. -_-"

OTC GL Meeting tomorrow at 6.30pm.
Public speaking lecture tomorrow! *RAWR*
Thanks to Farah, I'll be going to sport complex tomorrow to see Floorball (:
Will keep me busy since GL meeting starts late. (:
Back to mugging for Math tomorrow.
Can't let Aldrin down after his effort of teaching me (:

I have this urge to just splurge my money on something.
New Urban stuffs perhaps?
My GAP shirt is still waiting patiently for me.
Oh wait, I also want a Floorball stick bag.
Damn~

JOSHUA KOH! CHRISTMAS IS COMING AND WE'RE SPOSE TO EXCHANGE GIFTS!
READ MY ##1 ON MY WISHLIST. (:

When things get tough and rough, just follow my lead.
Let's play Simon says. ;)

Oh it just makes me feel like going there on that special night (:

-All that I need to make me smile (: *P.S:ILoveYou*-

2007-11-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

"You aren't going to be his 1st, his last, or his only... he's loved before; he will love again.
But if he loves you now, what else matters?
He's not perfect - you're not either.
If he can make you laugh and if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
hold on to him and give him the most you can.
He's not going to be thinking about you every moment of the day,
but he will give you a part of him that he knows YOU can break - his heart.
So don't hurt him, don't change him,
don't analyze and
don't expect more than he can give.
Smile when he makes you happy,
let him know when he makes you mad
and miss him when he's not there.
Because perfect guys don't exist,
but there's always ONE guy that is perfect for you."

So my hopes of my dream guy is shattered but nevermind.
Saw this somewhere & it made sense that's why I'm posting it.
Back to mugging Econs (:

2007-11-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

I've picked up ZP's habit of biting straws.
Gotta stop it. haha..

Public speaking impromptu was okay.
I was the first and my topic was "whst's so good about community service?"
Haa! I crapped! Crapped the shit hell out to all my classmates.
Aldrin was sitting there laughing at me and whenever I see him, I'll end up laughing while presenting.
Had him to teach me math after tutorial and we spent 1.5 - 2hours just sitting at talking.
It was nice to actually talk to him in person rather than msging or chatting with him (:
& Aldrin will be going for OTC! ((=

Afterwards, went home to get my floorball gear.
& I ended up being late for PSPS tutorial.
HAHAA!
I think I was manice today in that class.
1. Came late for lesson
2. The moment I sat, I didn't pay attention to the lecturer instead I talked till got scolding from him. Hahaa..
3. HE KNOWS MY NAME!
Hahaa.. Oh just whatever..

Had Floorball P.T today instead of our normal training since the court was booked.
& YES! I pushed myself to do all the exercises!
In fact, we had beep test today.
(It's a running test, whereby your stamina and lil speed is needed for you to pass)
Seriously, I was scared cos my legs are still week for being "bedridden" during dengue.
I pulled through running but dang I only got to stage 7.7.
You need to reach stage 9 to pass. :(

Coach asked me how I feel bout getting 7.7 and I was like "It's bad la. I think it's lousy."
Somehow being a coach he just understood la and said "It's ok. You're still recovering. Just train your leg muscles at the gym. Also, I could see you unstable while you ran- wobbled."

TP VS NYP (WOMEN)Floorball Friendly Match
Day: Saturday
Time: 3pm
Venue: TP
Hope to play for that.
*Dear knees and legs, please regain your strength again as I NEED you for every thing consisting Floorball*

UPCOMING (LOOKING-FORWARD-TO) EVENTS:
15-17Dec: Floorball camp
17-19Dec: OTC camp
27-29Dec: E-guides camp

During Java, I suddenly thought of him and it made me crave for satay.
So I asked Matus and JX to eat satay with me one day.
Hahaa.. & it'll be this Friday! Muahhaa..
JX says ECP is far. Where else?!
Any suggestions for good quality, mouth-watering satays? ((:

I think I'll make a list of things I plan to do. (:

P.S: Zaniel was named Banana- I gave him that nickname(;

2007-11-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

OTC result was today.
I got in! & I'm very very happy bout that (:

Saw Glenn at lounge and he looked unhappy =\
Is he angry at me bout TPRAWKS? Yikes!

Skipped Public Speaking lecture.
Which is totally bad considering there's PS test tomorrow.
I went out instead.
& I found the prettiest thing on earth;

Aren't they just so pretty? =D

So I was fascinated bout the shadow on his back. =P

& this was what I did while waiting for him. Haha..

& this was like what I saw in "Eiffel I'm In Love Movie".

& he wore the GAP shirt that I got for him!
I felt happy (: BUT Dang! I want that too!
Gonna get it -I dont care. Hmph!
So next stop, Vivo Sir! Pretty please with cherry on top *Smiles widely*

This part is random but I just feel like saying it (:
I think the current best thing now is knowing I have reliable kor2(s).
Even though they bully me ALWAYS, but they're always there for me.
Yes I feel like a small girl whenever I'm around them.
But being that small girl, I'm lucky to have them (:
Hence, here's the list of my wonderful kor2(s) and they're all older than me! haha (:
-Junxiang
-KC
-Zaniel
-Aldrin
-Joshua
-Zhanpeng
-WeiJun
-Clement (but he's been busy and away ): )

WHAT I REALLY MISS:
My school friends (:
-ESTrina (Bestie)
-COLIN (World Cup/Soccer buddy)
-MC (5years friendship mate cum councillor)
-SHARilyn (5years friendship councillor)
-VICKI (5years friendship councillor)
-JEZreel (2 years partners (: )
-ELINA (squealing darling (: )
-SHIN yi (5years friendship mate)
They're what I've gone to school for (:
3 of them are in SP and that simply makes me wonder if I should've gone there :(
What I know is, our friendship never die and I ♥ them (:

I chionged PSPS slides.
I totally forgot bout the presentation tomorrow.
& worse, I have Public Speaking impromptu at 8am tomorrow!
Okay great, I've morphed into a slacker. =p
Qmethod open book test next week.
Haha.. Hope I wont fail =p

Floorball training tomorrow! *BIG grins! =D*

I saw this quote from my niece's blog. She's 20 over years old btw.
"stop planning so hard on wat sort of memories you wanna create this weekend. as long as you love his/her company, anywhere would be beautiful"
and another quote from her
"what is past stays there. cos that's the only way to move forward"
Just those simple words can mean so much.

JX, you suddenly kept quiet while we were talking.
Did I offend you?
Or did I bring back sad memories like what KC mentioned? :S

To him: I've updated my other blog.

-He who is special.-

2007-11-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

He likes it, I like it.
He got it, I want it. *haha*
He's happy, I'm happy.

~End of part1~

Was chatting with Joshua;

#15 (: hello sunshine says :
hahaha
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
cos of the affection la!
` joshuaa . a neoprint like theirs.. :\ says :
i know u still like me
#15 (: hello sunshine says:
i cant stand it
` joshuaa . a neoprint like theirs.. :\ says :
hahahas
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
hahahahaa
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
i love you joshua!
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
hahahaha!!!
` joshuaa . a neoprint like theirs.. :\ says :
lol
` joshuaa . a neoprint like theirs.. :\ says :
i know

(All the more to agree with me that Joshua's thick skin. hahaha. see the bold?)

Was chatting with Farah;

farahrocks. one wish. says :
i ned a bf
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
haha
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
no u dont!
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
u have me!
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
hahaha
farahrocks. one wish. says :
hahahahahahahaha
farahrocks. one wish. says :
OH YEA!
farahrocks. one wish. says :
YAYY!
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
hahaha!
(She rox my socks la. Can be hyper and crazy thanks to her la. haha.)

I have someone to teach me Limits-Math. Wohoo! (:

Everything coming from Aldrin's point of view made so much sense.
So much sense till I felt pathetic.
Why Aldrin? Why must you make so much sense?!
Finally someone seeing in my perspective.
Still, it's hard...
I don't wanna look back...

Was chatting with Aldrin;

#15 (: hello sunshine says :
or maybe just being a girl i need attention?
dRiN! says :
most people want attention
#15 (: hello sunshine says :
hahaa
dRiN! says :
but the attention is depending on individual..
dRiN! says :
you want someone who cares bout you.. someone whom you can talk to when you got a prob..

(Yes I need attention)

-Looking on the brightside. -

2007-11-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

Okay people, I've been an official slacker for the past weeks since school started.
So I'm making a resolution to get back on my feet and start mugging!
Haa..

Unwelcoming, Upcoming events:
Public speaking impromptu exam: Tuesday
Qmethod report dateline: Somewhere this week?
Math2 quiz: Friday

Looking forward to:
Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday: Floorball (:

Stay happy and keep smiling everyone! ((:

2007-11-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

I MISSED THE MATCH!! DAMN!
Was cleaning the house and it took me till 4 to finish. Grr..
Well eventhough lost, like Farah said "learning experience". (:
I finally bought it! (But its not mine)
I feel so excited cos it's really really nice.
Told Farah after buying it and I feel more excited la!

I love Farah. (:
cos she's there for me. (she sweet kan kan? ((: )

Back to the mystery item that I bought.
I want my one too! Shucks!
I'll get my own soon! (count on that)
FINALLY,

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HISHAM! (:

2007-11-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling happy thanks to Amanda and her blog (:
That girl is one happy girl.
Seeing her blog makes me feel happy.

Match today!
Okay I'm not playing BUT watching.
I can't run cos (I think) I stretched my stupid leg muscle due to Thurs training.
It's like whenever I run, the joint connect to my butt will hurt.
Can you FEEL my pain?
If you don't means I'm horrible at describing. -_-"

What's killing me now is the GL OTC results.
When? When? When?
The intensity to wait and keep checking my emails. Shucks.

I feel the urge to watch Pirates of the Caribbean!
Keira Knightley and Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom (:

2007-11-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

Had CCN day today.
It was a blast!
My class was selling kuehs for $1, handmade crafts and weird looking balloons.
We were shouting and cheering for our class since there were other class stalls.

Round 1:
ERIC: Buy 10 kuehs and get Adilah for the weekend!
ME: Buy 10 kuehs and get Eric + his expensive shoes!

Round 2:
ERIC: Buy 5 kuehs and get a free kiss from Adilah!
ME: Buy 5 kuehs and get free kisses from Eric and additional $1 for Eric himself!

It was really chaotic. (:

Then there was this particular guy carrying a sign "FREE HUGS" beside out stall, and all my guy friends sabo-ed me.
They were pointing to me and were shouting "SHE WANT!"
HAHAH! Hell ya I want, I was running away man. The guy looked scary! hahah!

Picture will tell all:

Eric & me =p

I was promoting the kuehs while he promoted the handcrafts and we were competing. (It's once in a while you get to see me doing that ;)

Rushed to meet Him to follow go jamming.
I'm a truly sorry for holding you up.
Din asked me why you were late and I told him it's my fault.
You're off the hook (:
Went to Esplanade to slack.
It was windy la and thanks to that I was getting sleepy. RAWR!

& sweet FARAH is LOVE! you rock babe! =)
&& I've been thinking of weird solutions to solve my problems- i'm hoping it'll work ;)
&&& I'm thinking of having fun. Anyone wanna accompany me to Toys 'R' Us? ((:

Friendly match tomorrow!
Can't wait but I'll just be watching. (:
No matches for me till I regain my stamina back *sob*

16/11: HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAUDAH! [Should've given you a hug ((:]
17/11: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFIQAH!
18/11: heh heh heh...

-Meow meow, I miss my 3 kittens. I wonder how'd they're doing.. hmm..-

2007-11-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

CAUTION:THIS WILL BE A LONG POST (UPDATES)

Went for floorball physical training today.
1 round around Bedok Reservoir (4.8km I think?)
I'm glad Shila ran beside me otherwise I would've given up.
Honestly I was forcing myself to run cos I didnt wanna fall behind the team.
I just kept looking at the groung and jogged non-stop.
I bear the pain at the side of my stomach.
I did my best to breathe properly cos I was starting to have a hard time breathing.
I kept thinking bout recovering to get back into the team which was really hard cos the pain was bad.
When we were almost reaching, Shila ran ahead and I felt so pathetic cos I couldn't catch up.
Pris gave a high five for pulling through.
Even so, I stood catching my breath and cried.
I just felt so sad that my stamina dropped drastically and I have to start from scratch.
I felt horrible cos I could no longer sprint.
I felt horrible cos my legs were shaking after I ran.
I just had low self-esteem then- just lousy. *Sigh*
I continued with the Steps warm-up but stopped at the last round cos I had a feeling I would fall if i continued.
I sat out from the rest of the training.
Coach was like "you sit and rest and drink lots of water."
I felt like crying. I just couldn't look at him cos I felt terrible.
Thank you everyone for your concern.
Especially Amira: Thank you for being there when I cried. (:
Friendly match this Saturday, hopefully I'm strong enough to play.
Signed up for the 24-hour floorball (3 on 3), though there's a complication in the setting up of team. =p
Went to bubble tea shop near school to get a drink together with Haz, Wenna, Afiqah, Yannie, Jasmine, Fadilah, Ain, Amira.
I had my honeydew ice blend! despite my horrible pain. hahaa..

♥I NEED A HUG! ((:

I'm SO VERY SORRY for letting my empire down in TP RAWKS.
I didn't mean to but still, I really hope I get in for OTC. :(

Gonna sign up for E-Guides camp in December.
I guess the more I occupy my time, it'll be better (:
CCN day tomorrow. I'm in FINANCE!
Okay easy job. Wee~
My class gonna sell kueh and some handcrafts.
[All amount collected to charity (:]

+I have this random urge to cut my hair short! hahaa! and thin the bottom (:

So here are some pastr photos on Nadia's Birthday (:

He looks good la eventhough he looked worked up. (:

The 2 girls I Love (:

& here's a picture I took today while waiting for our CP;

I love her LOADS AND TONS AND LIKE A LOT!
Many thanks to Nadia, Afi, Adilah(malay), Farah for cheering me up and hearing me out.
I love you guys ((:

& lastly.. ((:
Farahhhh! I tried! But damn it's hard la. HAHAHAA I THINK IT'S HILARIOUS COS IT'S SILLY HAHAHA..

When I'm feeling happy, my entry would be happy.
But this happiness wont last.
I'm feeling down now when I was feeling super happy chatting with farah 10mins ago.
See how my mood changed.
It's happening everyday.
I can never make you happy can I?
Cos from what it seems I'm slowly giving up..
I'm tired of crying eveyday, everynight..

-I'm #15-

Random

2007-11-15T08:06:00.001+08:00

That night I heard footsteps..
That night I was scared..
That night you offered to call me to keep me company..
That night was blessed..
♥

2007-11-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

It wasn't me.
I felt suddenly down the whole day.
Could it be due to what happened yesterday?
I just kept quiet the whole day in school.
I just didn't have the mood to talk.
I just felt like crying.
Eventhough I almost did in QMethod lecture, I stopped the tears from flowing.
I don't want people to see me crying.
I blasted my mp3 till people turn and look at me.
KC even had to tell me it was too loud.
I just don't care.
I went home straight cos I didn't feel like I wanted to interact with anybody.
I was suppose to meet Est at town at 5pm but I overslept cos I was too tired just thinking bout things.
I'm SO SORRY Est. :( 7missed calls from you. I didn't mean to oversleep. I'm just tired bout everything. I really hope you understand. :(
Isha, sorry i replied your sms late, I'll be ok. Thanks (:
I'm sorry to everyone for not talking or not responding to you.
I really wasn't in the mood.
I just wanna stop running from my problems and all will get better soon.
I really do..

Do me a favour,
Don't blame yourself for what's happening to me.
I blame myself for being emotional.

-I feel choked up inside-

2007-11-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of feeling upset, angry and just whatever.
So from now on I'll TRY to write happy thoughts (:
I think the old me's coming back (:
Went for floorball training ((:
It made me feel like my ol' self.
Sadly, i didnt play since daddy said i havent fully recovered. Damn~
I did enjoy watching.
I realised how much I MISS FLOORBALL. :(
I had a talk with Haz and at least I know she'll be there for me. ^_^
I love Haz ((:
I had a talk with Farah too and seriously Farah I don't know what to do! Help! :(
Well I'm definitely not gonna get stress over my problems.
Attending floorball made me happy.
Just to know the seniors are getting stronger,
To know even after so long of not attending training, nothing change.
In fact I feel a floorball family-TPW+TPG
TPG's a handful only, in fact, we only have 2 lines but i'm sure we're trying our best (:
And somehow i have this motivation for floorball back (:
I'm determine to work harder and improve.
Though for now, what i need is to get back my stamina and get back in training healthy.
I feel excited. ((:

-This is a start of a new happy day(:-
I LOVE TP FLOORBALL (Women) (:

2007-11-13T03:48:00.000+08:00

If there's one thing in this world that i need most NOW, that'll be happiness (:
I couldn't sleep so i was looking through my friends pictures and my old pictures.
Everyone seem so happy now and i've been miserably upset all these days.
My days are wasted being sad each day..
I wanna be happy happy happy =)
Oh well, i've decided to try not to be particular bout things so that my life would be less stressful.
I'll try a new next week? Hmm ok maybe starting tomorrow.
I miss me. I miss just being happy-go-lucky.
I'll keep myself preoccupied so that i wont think much bout my problems (:

Calling out for MR LOW JUNXIANG!
Where are you?!
Ok i need laughter now!
Jun Xiang!! Make me happy like during the lecture that day. =D
Let's laugh our abs out ((:
Oh and JX shut me up if ever i were to mention you-know-who, it'll spoil my day.
Great! (:

You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again... oh pretty baby

Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me,
Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
Don't you leave me

2007-11-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

I got stress talking on the phone.
I was hyper and suddenly you sounded pissed and i got pissed and great now i feel like shit.
I cant see you get pissed cos i'll get pissed.
I hyper salah, I sad salah, I angry salah.
FCUK LA!
Yeah i shouldnt be saying that but screw the rules la!
What am i suppose to feel that's right!?
Nvm, just forget it.
I'm being paranoid already. URGH!

[it's nice to see you nice. but i've decided i wont have my hopes up even when you're nice.]

My head's cracking up.
My attitude, relationships, my sucky project and now i feel like i'm losing my bestfriend.
Can things get worse?
I'm not getting any stronger, anytime, I'll just give up on everything.
I just wanna cry..

Reflections on the water,I share with you on my blank paper
Call out your name as if I don't know you,or I've had you replaced
Were you real, and were you here
What is this feeling that i fear
Open up and make things clear,did you love me

Screaming aloud won't help but it makes me feel better,nothing compares to this
Why are we still here shouldn't we have moved,but still we stay,I cannot be with you,let me go
The scars upon your head,pierce through my soul yet I can't love you
The way that you love me,why can't you see that like this,we won't last
Trust me we will be just fine,let go of this feeling you feign inside
I know in just a matter of time,we'll be fine

Were you real and were you here
What is this feeling that I fear

Screaming aloud won't help but it makes me feel better,nothing compares to this
Why are we still here shouldn't we have moved,and still we stay,I cannot be with you,let me go
The scars upon your head,pierce through my soul yet I can't love you
The way that you love me,why can't you see that like this,we won't last
Trust me we will be just fine,let go of this feeling you feign inside
I know in just a matter of time,we'll be fine

Things between us are complicated.
I do wanna carry on.
I'm just having a hard time.
Please understand and cooperate with my behaviour, that's all I need from you..
Don't make things worse from what they already are..
There's so many things i hope from you but i learn from this relationship that i'm on my own.
I'm not gonna be dependent on you.

-I've stop believing in hope and I'm beginning to guard my heart-